fine.
believe what you all want.
yes,
i secretly went to the auditions then got out.
but i was too embarassed to tell everyone.
so i made up this cockandbull story.
PLEASE.
as if.
or that i'm some useless chicken who got cold feet.
-.-
i don't care anymore.
i'm so veryveryvery sorry.
i didn't even go for the round two auditions.
why?
ask my beloved mother.
she threw some hissy fit just because i didn't want to bring my jacket.
and refused to bring me there.
and my dad doesn't even care.
i don't think he knows i'm even auditioning.
so now i'm rotting at home.
waiting for 5.30 to come.
so that css people can call me and i can tell them then i withdraw from the competition.
really sorry to you guys.
it's not that i don't wanna do you guys proud,
okaay?
i cried like some mad woman when my mom bitched on to my dad.
she even made it out like it was my fault.
please la.
what kind of mother slaps their daughter for not wanting to wear a jacket.
frigging crazy ass woman.
singing was all i had.
and you had to take it away from me.
well fine, you win.
i won't sing a note from this day onwards.
EDIT.
my dad was nice enough to offer me a ride there.
but he couldn't make it for the whole thing.
cause he has this super important meeting to go to.
so whatever.
i lost my voice from the crying.
with mothers like this, who needs enemies?
I BIT MYSELF.
ow.
D:
ohmytian.
tomorrow's audi day.
and i'm feeling a bit nervous.
o_O
it's like what, 5.30 at toa payoh hdb hub.
but we're supposed to meet at the posb,
and i have NO idea where's the posb.
anddd i have to go with my mom.
damn.
if i don't get in that's sia suay-ing.
._>
woo.
liyin.
i kinda agreed with what you said today.
but i don't think you'll ever read this soooo.
lol.
everyone's HIGH.
cause today's 303 DAY.
i have PICTURES.
well, fine.
two.
:/
shall upload onto class blog later.
hahaha.
i'm too lazy to touch my xanga rawr.
i haven't updated it in gmzages.
i shall try to post newyorknewyork photos there
o_O
lalala.
OH YEAH.
I FEEL DAMN HURT TODAY.
4 PEOPLE DAO-ED ME.
AFTER SCHOOL RIGHT.
PEOPLE GOING NCC.
THENTHENTHEN.
XINZHI CAME BACK,
WALK PAST CLASSROOM.
I WAS NICE AND SHOUTED
BYEBYE WO HUI XIANG NI DE.
THENTHENTHEN HE ALREADY RAN PAST,
BUT HE RAN BACK.
THEN SHOUTED BACK;
VIVIAN WO HUI XIANG NI DE.
omg.
hurt my feelings.
D:
then NVM.
later was melvin!
i said
MELVIN OMG NI HAO SHUAI.
then he started laughing.
and then left.
without saying anything.
t.t
not even a THANKYOU.
thenthen.
THIRD.
BRANDON.
he came in with wikian, who is FOURTH and the ULTIMATE DAOER.
brandon i shouted
BRANDON OMG NI ZHEN DE HEN SHUAI WOOO!
then he looked at me.
and continued packing bag.
T_T
well, fine.
i tried to kajiao wikian.
andandand.
he didn't even show his face.
-.-
he hid behind the backdoor place.
then i spammed WIKIANWIKIANWIKIAN.
and he still didn't wanna reply.
damn.
i shan't talk to him anymore.
D:
whee,
i go upload pictures!
byebye.
:D
303 dayyyy.
and i got scolded for my graffitied shirt.
D:
yesterday went out with clique to celebrate bobo's bdaaaay.
:D
newyorknewyork for lunch.
damn their spare ribs.
it's NOT NICE.
rawr.
it LOOKS veryvery nice but it's not that niceee.
andandanad.
just,
dont' eat it.
lol.
soooo,
stole mainly jasmin's cheeseeeeey part, bobo's spag, weiqing's icecream!
i didn't eat any of the jiggy piggy.
D:
hahaha.
the fondue frigging nice la!
wooo.
i kopped manymany marshmallows.
:D
okay, around 2.
thenn i bought buffalo wings cause i only ate like 3 bites of the ribs and i was starrvvviiiing.
._>
buffalo wings are hot.
as in,
really hot.
like, spicyspicy hot.
anddd i had to finish 4 by myself.
cause i dumped 2 on the rest.
bobo's in love with the cheese that comes with the buffalo wings.
xD
ahh.
sooo,
walked around.
went to so many gay places to watch movie.
then all don't have.
at first it was marina,
marina too long queue.
then we went to bugis,
bugis don't have the show we wanna watch.
so we went to LIDO.
and FINALLY,
we managed to buy tickets for haunted school.
6.15~
since it was only 5+,
we went around slacking and window shoppingggg.
yunlum wants those sexy undies for her birthdaaay.
:D
haahha.
went to send jasmin off,
since her father don't let her see movie,
apparently cause it was too late.
went to ogle the giant wentworth miller after sending her off.
then went inside forever 21.
weiqing tried on some shorts,
which according to yunlum;
"shows off her tight tushie"
xDD
thennn, went to gap.
ogled the wentworth miller poster there.
went out.
saw sohmin and some dude.
went back to lido.
anddd watched the movie.
the sound system's frigging loud.
._>
my ears were about to burst.
lol.
i lmao-ed at the part where the dude opened the door and said;
"oops. sorry, i think i opened the wrong door."
after seeing the ghost.
hahaha.
then that auntie of the counseller walked into the curtain.
i also lmao-ed at that part.
the happy emo people were laughing very loudly
._.
ahhh,
it had a super weird ending.
and everyone died.
which is so saddd.
no wait, the fangfang woman didn't die
o_O
but all four dudes dieddd.
which is so sad.
omg,
i feel very distracted.
so i shan't continue posting.
:D
ehhhh.
i need more time manzxzxz.
i still owe llf homework.
damn.
:/
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IT'S SUNDAY.
AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANY HOMEWORK.
NADA.
ZIP.
NOTHING.
YOOHOO.
*_*
haha,
i'm so dead.
:D
lalalala.
my campus audition is on MONDAY.
damn.
stress sehhh.
we're going directly to mediacorp after school in evia's dad's car!
gmzgmz.
e.e
some sec 2 girl got in!
so did some sec 4 girl!
:D
dunno about the guys.
:/
lalalala.
okay.
i'll go play with photoshop somemore.
:D
shall let you people see my sexy 303 banners!
push it to the limit - corbin bleu.
yeah, come on now.
here we go
let's do it
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it, oh yeah
i realise
that is where my heart is
now is the time
to finish what i started
can't worry bout
what other people might say
it's who i am
gotta live my dream my own way
work, work it harder
gotta take it farther
no holding back
you know we gotta do it right now
be even better
work, work together
it's now or never
show 'em how we shine
we gotta
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
'cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
give it all we can give it
we're in to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit that's right
gotta turn it up
that's the way we do it now
no time to stop
the champions are in the house
yeah we can be
winners cause we understand
our destiny is right here in our hands
work, work it harder
gotta take it farther
no holding back
we're reaching for the sky now
be even better
work, work together
it's now or never
show 'em how we fly
we gotta
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
'cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
give it all we can give it
we're in to win it, oh yeah
gotta work it now, work it out, we got it
wanna hear the crowd, everybody now
gotta work it now, work it out, can't stop us
gotta show em how
we're gonna bring the house down
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
'cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
give it all we can give it
we're in to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
'cause we're in it to win it, in it to win it, oh yeah
push it, push it
to the limit, limit
give it all we can give it
we're in to win it, oh yeah
CORBIN BLEUUUU is teh new obssession.
:D
he looks frigging hawt in the music video with his hair all tied back.
haha,
dougie's still the hottest though.
wheeee.
boredboredbored.
when i say i get wrong answer,
obviously it's cause it's not the correct answer.
it's not the correct answer obviously because i did it wrongly.
and obviously i did it wrongly because i don't frigging know to do it.
-.-
noob.
you think just because you give birth to me you can control my life?
i laugh at you damnit.
HA.
HA.
i'm sorry that my brother turned out to be such a sorry excuse for a human.
issit my fault?
obviously not.
stop trying to push all the blame on me.
i don't care if he's older than me by 2 years.
mentally, i'm older than him by 10.
damn.
this is annoying.
i got back gay bad results today.
7/35 for amath.
27/50 for chem.
do you THINK i want to fail amath?
please, woman.
-.-
so what if you're my mom.
you don't even know how to answer the homework questions,
and you scold me for not knowing how to do the test questions.
excuse me for having someone as dumb as you for my mom.
damn.
once again,
damn.
argh,
i'm becoming freaking vulgar these days.
and you're not really helping.
emath - 29/35
physics - 33half/45
rejoicerejoice.
road run today.
sally and i were the last seventh and eighth!
:D
whee.
mygawd.
i walked the whole way.
'cept one part where i ran from the camera.
:D
hohoho.
damnit.
my mood was spoilt by some idiotic shit calling me retarded when i said "jiayou" to him.
-.-
i was being nice.
rawr.
ehh.
there were 5 303 guys in the top 20!
rejoicerejoice.
but there were none for the girls.
:x
lalala.
handballl.
no worries 303.
it's just a game.
lose or win,
no matter.
what matters is that everyone did their best.
everyone is a winner!
:D
laallalalaalal.
mygoodness.
maple gang stop going home so early.
rawr.
lalalala.
went to bugis with clique!
yunlum and weiqing bought their bags!
liyin bought her shorts!
no idea what xueyao and wanzheng bought together!
jasmin should buy that shorts!
sharon looks freaking cute with caps!
:D
falalala.
mygawd.
weiqing's HAWT.
H-A-W-T HAWT.
sizzling hawt WOO!
everyone loves weiqing.
:D
lmfao.
boredboredboredbored.
my ears hurt like hell.
cause it's been too long since i wore an earring last.
:/
like what,
3 or 4 years?
damn.
i REALLYYYY love my bag ohmygawd.
THIS POST HAS NO ORDER.
:D
i need to cut my hair damnit.
esp. my fringe.
it's gayyyy weird.
and i was so vulgar today.
O_o
mygawd.
must become more shu nu.
:D
people stop thinking that i can run because i am dark!
lol.
my stamina = gaaaayyy.
seriously.
anddd i just got darker.
damn the sun.
lol.
from my elbow onwards,
my skin became like two shades darker.
damn.
corbin bleuuuu's voice is nice.
push it to the limit is nice!
:D
damn.
i feel so random.
damn again.
i'm gonna stop blogging.
apparently it's international woman day today.
go females!
girl power or something like that!
mom bought CRAB.
yesyes, i shall
eateateat.
damn.
walked all the way to the other side of hongleonggarden and i found out that the mama shop thing wasn't open.
damn.
i'm hungry.
t.t
lol.
someone be nice and fedex some food over.
preferably cooked.
i won't complain if it's sashimi/sushi though.
:D
ohmygoodness.
i really, really, really, really want BoA's new album.
:/
lol.
i shall buy it once i see it.
hohoho.
and saturday is yy's birthday!
dood, we have to organise something.
let's all crash yy's house.
:D
invade his house and then go on a rampage looking for blackmail worthy stuff.
woo!
downloading movieees.
people, recommend movieeeees!
lmfao.
and i just saw a picture of a road sign which said "Slow children crossing the road"
poor children, they're getting called slow!
:O
i THINK it should be "slow, children crossing the road"
lmfao.
wooo.
i feel boredboredbored.
and hungry.
andddddd messy.
cause the fan's blowing my hair all over the place.
._>
i need to get a haircut too.
woo.
amanda's being reaaaal busy.
=.= damn.
i don't know what to do.
anddd it's hard to find someone to talk to.
lol.
should i or should i not.
maybe i should.
yet maybe i shouldn't.
gay conflict of interest.
lol.
:D
=.=
i knowww i'm late.
lol.
but i was saving it up!
:D
ohmygoodness i'm eating chocolate at 9.30 in the morning.
=.=
faallala.
ZHUAN SHU TIAN SHIIII RAWKS MY SOCKS.
:D
i'm so obssessed over that song right now.
once again,
view,
encoding,
unicode.
我不会怪你
对我的伪装
天使在人间
是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽
而你纤细善良
怎能让你
为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖
你总能平复
我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光
我才看见
它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天
使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也会
像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保护
笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为
生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
ohmygawd.
TANK.
*_*
the lyrics are so frigging nice.
my new fav song.
:D
i think i'm getting sick with all this chocolate i'm eating.
:D
shall stop eating.
and stop blogging for now.
tata.
:D
my mother's listening to some tango like music outside.
and she's blasting it.
no wonder i like to blast songs,
she influenced me!
hohoho.
life is GOOD after common tests.
i wanna go OUT.
OUTOUTOUTOUT.
evil people stop saying that you all wanna go out then in the end never go out. -.=
woo!
i still have to buy craig's birthday present omg.
i have no money woo!
:D
OH YES.
HOONGJIA OWES ME A PENCILBOX LMFAO.
kkk.
i remembered.
yay.
been dotaing like mad recently.
DROW RANGER IS LOVE.
i'm serious.
she's the only hero i can use decently.
go me.
:D
apparently, i need to stock up on more panadols.
i'm running out.
these few days have been freaking gay.
BUT IT'S OVER.
COMMON TESTS ARE OVER.
rejoicerejoice and celebratecelebrate.
i'm so gonna fail everything.
yesyes, people come fail with me.
:D
303 seems like some super class that's enthu about studying o_O
i mean.
free period on thursday and after yunlum and i came back from visiting 302,
we see everyone studying.
we're like wtf?
lol.
and then edmund ng came in.
:D
woo us.
we came back in time.
hohoho.
basically i ran out of things to blog about.
oh yeah.
I WANT A BEANIE.
A SEXY BEANIE LIKE THE ONE WEIQING BROUGHT TO SCHOOL.
DOUGIE'S BEANIE.
:D
green is so very sexy.
:D
ohmygoodness i think i'm going mad.