• 5:18 PM, 31.10.08
BIO WAS BLERGHHHH.
i thought it was at 2.
T.T
then i reached at 12 or something idk. TOO EARLY LAHHH.


hmm, i guess the paper was okayokay?
but i made a lot of careless mistakes which suckedddd.
like mitochondrion i go write mitochondria.
and the two substances that can be found in the blood capillary and not the bowman's capsule;
i go write oxygen and carbon dioxide.
WTF WAS I THINKING. T.T
byebye 3 marks. :/
andandand i think have a lot of other careless mistakes just that i cannot remember right now.


ohmytian headache haha.
NVM, BIO IS OVERRRR AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE WOOHOO. :D


now all that's left is SS then after that is PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY time.
lol.

okay i don't think anyone will actually go out and party though, o_O

rawr, my mother's mad lah.
she pressure me to keep studying but she keep forcing me to go out for all those family outings and shizz.
last time pool party, now bbq.
by same uncle somemore. :/
i think my uncle go mad, spam parteh.

ehhh, what else.
oh, it's halloween!
so happy halloween to everyone. :d
imagine this in orange/black and everyone will be happy woohoo.

dunno why people so excited over the previous post rofl.
especially ONGKUEIRONG LOL.
kueirong be honoured, your name is in red LOL.
i laughedddd and laughhhed and laugheddd when he guessed who 8 was.
damn funny lmao.
i guess the people i know all like mysteries or something idk? o.o

boredboredbored.
don't feel like studying haha.
yessss ss is in the afternoon.
that means i have time to pia. :D
okay, weekend shall be a time for me to relax hohoho.

dunno what else to blog about so i shall stop!
for now. :o
may post if i remember something interesting. ;D
byebye.

• 5:24 AM,
good news; i finished KHR! :D
LOL THAT'S NOT REALLY GOOD NEWS.
zzz. nvm.
at least i can concentrate fully on Bio for the next few hours. :o

i haveeee a lot of things i wanna rant about rofl.
but i keep forgetting what.
maybe i should do the 10 paragraphs quiz thing.
then can spam. :o
okay i shall.
wait i go copy paste;

WRITE DOWN 10 PARAGRAPHS, EACH DIRECTED AT A PERSON THAT YOU KNOW WITHOUT SAYING WHO.
(wow, okay not much to copy.)

1; errr, start with the same person as before bah. you always think you're "all that" but you're not.
you try to act like you're modest but in the end it's so obvious that you think you're better than everyone.
you always say one thing but mean another then act affronted (woohoo afferent arterioles are smaller than efferent arterioles omg random.) and hurt that people would think that way when people confront you about it.
i don't know if you know who you are and if you do, i bet you'll start spreading rumorus about me to bring me down but heyyyyyy it's the end of the school year, i'mma not gonna see you anymore i think, so woohoo. :D


2; you're a really great friend at times but sometimes i just wanna box you rofl. but in a nice way. :D
not really box as in like beat you up and feed you to the fishes like the mafia do but just like errrr, shove you playfully. :D
yeah, something like that. haha, i still can't forget the fact that you forget my birthday you biatch. (omg this is obvious)
no lah, jkjk you're not a biatch. :D
thank you for ren-ing me for four years. first two years not that close but then these two years closer already because we also have no choice LOL.
but then yeah, you always entertain all of us thennnnn do funny stuff.
you always say people never tell you anything lolol, and sorry lah, but i'mma emo kid, i keep stuff to myself LOL jkjkjk.
okay lah, next time i have stuff i shall tell you. :D but you're not gonna read this anyway. soooo, yeah.


3; hmm you, you veh difficult to pin down. last time we were veh close yeah? then either you changed or i changed and everything started to go haywire.
i don't think it's _'s fault though lol. he really didn't do anything? :o and i didn't like him lah lol, just said that for fun.
but it still kinda hurt when you would keep telling me stuff about how he ____ you or maybe what you did to him that kinda stuff. (blank not purposely blanked out, just that it's veh vague, so yeah.)
then you would always like seem to rub it in, even though i don't like him but still, it's kinda depressing when someone you trust keeps blasting you about stuff that s/he did with the person that you have a hao gan for.
like, at that point of time you thought i like him and you still tell me stuff about how he pat your head or held your hand longer than necessary that kinda thing. :/
i dunno if you thought you were joking or not but sometimes there's a limit as to what's funny and what's not yeah?
lol i think this is veh obvious again omg. i'm supposed to be subtle here. T.T
anyway, it's not only that!
but if i keep writing then this para's gonna like take up one whole screen and i'm supposed to be studying bio so, i'mma gonna end it here.
er yeah, lol, hope that sorta explains why.. yeah. ;o


mamamia i ran out of people already LOL.
no lah, have a few more.


4; thank you for always being there. :D sec1, sec2 not that close then sec3 better but sec4 best. haha.
you're the first person that i tell everything to. :o lolol be honoured! >D
haha, budden it's always me complaining to you. i'mma sorry.
i'll be a better friend and listen to you complain sometime. :D
sorry about always teasing you rofl. but you really veh fun to tease. :x
hahaha, i really hope that we'll keep in touch after Os okay!
we still have to go buy _! :D:D haha, idk what else.
i think you're the first person that i honestly cannot find any fault with rofl. you too nice manzx. :D


5; you emo freak! LOL. omg nice way to start haha.
stop being so negative all the time kay, life ain't that horrible as you make it out to be lolol.
although ayeo says our future is bleak budden you shouldn't listen to him LOL. :D
if there's anything you can always come fine us to rant de lah, it's okay hohoho.
after Os must spam outings! like you said. :D


wow, i think all my people so far veh obvious, except for the first one. :o
or maybe the first one also veh obvious. zomg i suck at being subtle.


6; you say one thing but then your actions are like making out another story.
i dunno whether it's because of that that's why stuff's like that now. but it's just a one time thing lah hello.
don't be so sensitive. :/


7; hahaha, i think you're way too nice for your own good. just like no.4 , but no.4 nicer LOL. you get taken advantage alot by _. :/
i dunno how you ren so much, but for that i pei fu you!
mmm, don't always help people but in the end never help yourself, must take a stand sometimes.
don't be such a wimp LOL jkjk.
you veh manly LOL omg.
but then yeah, if you like her then everything's awesome but sometimes there's like two sides to the coin so must make sure that what you're doing is beneficial for both parties? ;o
hmmmmmmm, i don't think that there's anything else i can say without making it super obvious who it is.


8; haha. you hmm. i still remember last time i think you veh shuai LOL.
now... errrr LOL. jkjk, still shuai still shuai. *cough*
but thank you for being a nice person.
although you look like a beng on the outside but you actually veh nice on the inside! i think. :o
you're always sprouting sarcastic statements but can tell you don't really mean it. lol, i hope?
i feel kinda honoured that you told me about liking _! LOL.
cause that means you trust me hohoho. >D
budden scully you tell like 982734987234 people. ;o
lol jkjk, but yeah, thanks for being my friend also. :D
sorry if i insulted you yesterday? idk. lol.


9; YOU VEH FAT. PLEASE STOP EATING INSTANT NOODLES IN THE MORNING AND DOING WEIRD QUIZZES WHEN YOU SHOULD BE MUGGING BIO.
please put in more effort lah! don't disappoint your father. you know he really wants you to succeed.
stop making idiotic resolutions that you say you'll complete but in the end you totally forget about it.
half-baked determination isn't gonna get anyone anywhere.
YOU NEED TO HAVE A GOAL IN LIFE.
WAKE UP.


yay finally last one.

10; good luck for anything you do. :o


omg the last one so lame.
lapo.


• 12:45 PM, 30.10.08
wthhh second time falling asleep in front of comp this week.
T.T
damn sleepyyyy kao.
and hungry too.
omg i'mma like a pig. :/

ahhhhh.
screwed upppppppp.

you;
i really don't like you. really. haha.
i don't like how you always act as those i/we owe you something.
please don't let it get to your head, you aren't really a _ you know.
i'm sick of the way you only entertain people whom you need at that moment.
once you don't need them then it's like "err, who are you again?"
discarding friends like yesterday's news is so not attractive.
you think you're all the way on top, and you expect people to treat you that way.
i used to think i was the only one who thought this way but heyyyy it turns out i'm not alone. :D
you toy with peoples' emotions without any regard for the outcome.
all it matters is how you're currently feeling, whether you "shuang" anot.
the world doesn't revolve around you okay.
wake up already, stop taking advantage of people.

once again, nobody knows who i'm talking about. >D
and this time i mean nobody. :o
i bet the person doesn't know either haha.
which sucks. :/
budden if you have a clear conscience then my rant above shouldn't affect you yeah? :D

whatever.
bio.
time.
now.
go.
byebye.

• 10:59 AM,
haha, everyone's so high over nicky being in the papers.
but he really doesn't look like nicky omg!
quoted; "IT'S NOT NICKY. IT'S LIKE JIANHUI PRETENDING TO BE NICKY!"
rofl. xD
something like that bah, cannot remember exact words.
i'm getting old noozxzxzx.

after Os can go watch NC16 HAHAHAHA.
finally. >D
but it's either horror or porn.
:/ i rather stick with safe movies like HSM3 LOL.
yay after Os after Os!

biobiobio.
i spent like idk how long on the chapter on Hormones.
i keep getting distracted by blogskins nooo.
i'm irritated by mine. idunno why.
shall change it soon. :D

emath today was whatever.
finished at 9.30 loool.
then stone for one hour wtfook.
wanted to go toilet budden i don't dare raise hand LOLOL.
freezinggggggg in the hall manzx.

eh, nothing else to blog about i think?
yeah, not much.
OH WAIT, HAVE;

VIVIAN HAS A DRESS FOR PROM HAHAHAHA. AND I SAW IT HAHAHHA.
doesn't look like vivian manzx! :x
but can lah can lah, vivian must bian shu nv before prom rofl.
then when go prom everyone stunned.
OMG IS THAT VIVIAN I SPY?! :O
then _ WILL PROPOSE TO YOU LOLOL. :x

lalala. okay i go back to bio byebye.

• 2:34 AM,
i am sleep deprived. t.t
yesterday only slept at about 12 because the stupid weather was vehveh hot even though the fan/aircon was on idk why i think i'mma sick hahaha.
thenthenthen around 4 the stupid thunderstorm started and i woke upppp.
and after that i couldn't fall back asleep because of all the thunder. :/
i hate thunder. seriously i doooo.
it's like about to fall back to sleep already then suddenly BOOOM!! omg wake up again.
continued on that way for idk how long.
then suddenly it was 6.
so i woke up and i went to bathe and then here i am. :/

hahahaha i haven't study emath yet cool.
yesterday chiong bio i read only 3 chapters. :D
so now i have around like 17 more to go before tomorrow.

ayeseh i feel so screwed up.
later bio become another physics how?!

mamamia.

i need sleep.

• 2:26 PM, 29.10.08
sadsadsadsadsadsadsad i hate physics.

only good thing about today was that i got presents. :]
the super cute letter from zac efron i mean weiqing.
that crazy woman run over and say HEY ZAC EFRON ASK ME TO PASS YOU A LETTER.
haha, super cute.

the pencilcase from vivian, khengleng, zhengyang and kueirong.
thanksssssss i see green. :D

the uber huge card from feini, xinyun, roanna and chaohsien, the elmo balloon, the sylvester balloon, the wind up thing that can play happy birthday and the karaoke sweet thing. :]
super sweet lah haha.
after paper, already at front gate then sudddenly feini call! so chionggg back to library.
walkwalkwalk to table then i saw the card and i was like awww so sweet.
then got balloons! even more awww.
then have other stuff too. and i was like awwww.
they sacrifice their physics studying time for me. T.T gan dong. T.T

haizpo.
speaking of physics.
super depressing.
felt like crying after the paper.
why the questions so weird!
i thought the chapter on electromagnetic waves not tested i dunno why. T.T
in the end come out all the weirdweird x-ray de dong xi.
thenthenthen the stupid thermocouple. i only know the advantages.
how i know how to draw. T.T

efffffffffff it, i guess i really too dumb. :/
crazy paper. i think only can kao MCQ.
but physics MCQ i always lowest in class.
chopchopconfirmplusstamp no hope already.

ayeeeee, i'm gonna go knock some bio into my head now.
since it's empty it should be able to store a lot of information!
but for some reason i still can't remember shizz, i wonder why.

• 6:38 PM, 28.10.08
ew i hate moodswings.
one minute i'm like YAY KHR! and the next i'm like SHIZZ I NEVER PREPARE FOR PHYSICS, DIE.
andddddd i haven't started on my bio hahaha.
good job amanda.

i don't likeeeeeeeeeeeee mood swinging.
staring at all the stupid experiments pandian asked us to take note of is giving me a headache.
last time i used to actually understand physics.
now it's like a foreign language. :/

do TYS must still keep checking answer booklet. t.t
and the thing is sometimes answer booklet give ghey long anwers, like 7 lines long.
then ggggggggggggggggggggg.

i'm gonna freeze to death tomorrow while people laugh at my hair.
gosh this is depressing.
aiyaaaaaaaa amanda, add oil.
and strangely, i feel like changing blogskin. :/

• 1:06 PM,
damnit. currently veh sad because xanxus is an effing b****** who should rot in hell. D:
stupid lah. why sacrifice _ like that. T.T
shan't spoiler anyone but stilll. T.T

tsuna in the hyper dying will mode thing is cool.
my respect for him has increasedddddd by quite a lot.
i like futa and basil too. o.o

omgggg this is depressing.
xanxus sucks.
he should rot in hell. T.T

hmm, sick of doing TYS.
the stupid red book shuang give answer, bu shuang then don't wanna give answer.
wassup manzx.

i just realised my specs are like slanted.
whateverrrrr i don't care.
raaaawr, i'mma sleepy. ;/
byebye blog.

/edit
i think the superbi dude/i forgot what his real name is looks like sephiroth. :o
too bad he got _____ by a frigging _____.
e.e cruel cruel world.
i wanted to add something else but i forgot what.
soz. till next time.

• 5:21 AM,
i think my blog needs livening up sooo, pictures!
but all not edited cause i'mma lazy ass and this is the Olevel period and i should really stop photoshopping. :]
natural beauty ftw! LOL. :D



the cakeeee that bryan bought! haha, ignore the obscene thing sticking out.
left a lot right. T.T omggg not even half the cake was eaten lol.


kaiyun! :D


omg xinyun imitate kaiyun! LOL no lah, this was uber long ago. back when we still had school. e.e



wahlao, xinyun zi lian LOL.


OMFG TWO XINYUNS! ;o ah shoot, i look retarded lol.


this is nice. :D


hahahaha KFC ftw! and gosh i look fat. :/ okay must start to jian fei haha.


feini's hand and xinyun's face! :o


HAHA, top left is mine! top right is xinyun! bottom left is feini! bottom right is MINE ALL MINE. >D
haha jkjk.
i ran out of hands sooooo. MEIJI! :D



vivian so kawaii nehzxzxzx LOL.



both taken with the smile detector shizz! hahaha. xiejing face so red. :x


woohoo xiejinggggggg.


huiyin! smile detector's fun haha.


xinzhi slacking wahlaozx.


omg best friend's finger. you look closely, the tip is like divided into two.
because best friend took a knife to his hand when he was young. D:
not veh obvious in the photo but in RL can see, super scary.


T.T 403 jie san le.


errrr, this was our third or fourth round at the buffet shizz. :o


schmexaye octopus thing that is like, twirly. :D

hahaha, i hope photos can entertain youzx for awhilzx.
i go back to KHR, i meannnnnnn physics. :D

• 7:07 PM, 27.10.08
i'mma domokun LOL.
cool manzx.
domokun is cute. :D:D
LOL.
i'm not saying i'm cute. :D not at all. :D
*nods head furiously while saying that*
haha, reminds me of Wizards of Waverly Place.
WTH AM I DOING SLACKING OFF SO MUCH AND WATCHING DISNEY WHEN I SHOULD BE MUGGING HAHA.

ehhh, i wanted to watch HSM Concert today!
then i was dumb and decided to go cut my hair like 1 hour before it started.
and thenthenthen i proved the theory that girls cannot resist things on promotion. e.e
cause they were like EH YOU WANT REBOND? :) NOW HAVE PROMOTION. :)
and i immediately went :o o.o *stares at mom*
mom was like, sure why not.
and thennnnnn i gave in. t.t

AND NOW I REGRET IT LIKE LOLOLOL.
I EFFING LOOK LIKE _______ OMG PLEASE NO I DON'T WANT _____ TO _____ WIMME.
omg that looks wrong. o_O
nvm.

THENTHENTHEN LOL WAHLAO.
THEY CHOPPED OFF MY FRINGE I VEH SAD.
LIKE BU SHI BANGS YOU HAO XIANG SHI BANGS.
THEN IDK WHAT'S GOING ON. T.T

zomg, wasted 3 hours like that.
sitting in a chair, stoning.
tgfi. thank god for ipod LOL.
seriously manzx, without my games i would have been bored to death.
the auntie spam me with chinese magazines once i told her i'm from nanhua.
nanhua doesn't mean my chinese automatically veh good okay. D:
lol she was like "OMG NANHUA?! MING PAI LEH. LV OKAY."
o.o

errrr, otw home i scared a couple. t.t
i think because it was dark and cause of my hair.
lol. that was depressing. t.t

hmm, what else.
ohohohoh KHR VEH NICE HAHAHA.
i feel like smacking lambo upside down though.
his face always give ticobin lol. :x
i still remember the anime he keep singing his introductory song, veh cute though. :O

AND OW I JUST KICKED MY COMPUTER TABLEEEEEE PAIN. T.T

okay random nvm, back to KHR.
LOL.
oh gosh, why am i getting addicted to a manga when i'm still having Os. e.e
OH AND SPEAKING OF THAT, KAIYUN CALLED ME! :D
LOL.
:x
she wanted my number hahaha i feel honoured!
then still can hear bryan at the back telling her to not disturb me cause i studying for Os!
when i was actually reading manga. o.o
LOL. :D

anyway, KHRKHR!
like i said before i like Dino best!
Yamamoto's a close secondddd because of his sunny dispositionnnn and his natural good looks! ;D;D
LOL I SOUND LIKE I'M ADVERTISING FOR SOMETHING SHIZZ.
anyway, third is Gokudera!
cause he's so dumb LOL. ;D no lah, he's a da hao ren deep inside.
the resttt are all okay! :D

lala, okayokay must limit myself.
tomorrow i shall not waste my day away!
i shall be a hardworking domo and mug physics! :o
:D

i still hate my hair though. :/
whatever, byebye. :]

• 5:22 AM,
mondaymonday!
i swear i'm gonna mug.
starting from 10. :D

for now it's Katekyo Hitman Reborn LOL.
saw sally's blog and it looked veh cute. :o
last time watch anime watch abit then start exams i think.
so stopped watching. D:
now i'mma gonna read manga instead hohohohoho.

oh, oh, oh!
and today's the first round of the garena tournament shizz.
good luck to anthony, pingwoo, xiaoyi, joseph and guansheng. :D

okaaay, back to manga i go.

ps;
i think Dino is shuaier than Hibari.
LOL.
:x

• 3:23 PM, 26.10.08
today's a weird day.
celebrated my birthday with my family one day late. o.o
anddd i ate a lot a lot a lot omfg.
nice place.
ikoi restaurant haha.
around 40 bucks per person. i guess still okay? cause like buffet yo.
4 bucks for one scoop of vanilla icecream. :O
but nice hahaha.

thenthenthen i officially got my omnia!
haha.
after like idk how long.
my dad finally says, "okay this is your birthday present. enjoy."
o.o woohoo?
haha.

then some weird jap lady called me.
but i didn't know, as in, it was like a missed call. :o
so i call back.
then she keep spamming "MOSHIMOSHI? MOSHIMOSHI? MOSHIMOSHI?"
and i'm like "hello? hello? hello? hello?"
she; "NANI?!"
LOL I WAS TRYING HARD NOT TO LAUGH. HER NANI SOUNDED LIKE KUEIRONG.
but in the end, i just hung up on her. :o
communication barrier. D:
if i had continued jap lessons i could have had a fluent conversation with her wahlaozx.

hmm, what other weird things happened today.
eh, not much.
i only know that i did two physics questions the entire day. :s
and they were basically, "state what is meant by a gravitational field" and "define mass"
then i sian diao. o.o
gg.

haha, tomorrow must pia already.
mustmustmust!

/edit
omg my face have some rash thing haha.
i think cause of the cream from yesterday. :x
funnybunny.

oh and,
thanks to;
aaron from 405, chaypioh, yuanyuan, yuhao, weijie, kaizheng for the belated happy birthday wishes.
:D

• 11:26 PM, 24.10.08
thanks to;

aaronho, yanchng (for the chocolate mirror! :D)
haha, these were the early people! aaronho was two days early and yanchng gave me the present before emath paper. :]

xueyao, wenxuan, weichong, xinyun, weiqing, mingqian(1200 :D), sikai, jasmin, olive, jewel, agus (for the patriotic cap haha! :D), yeeching, shikai, bryanfoo (for the call! :D), klinsen, sally, yuxuan
thank you for staying up to wish me happy birthday. :] idk if gu yi stay up or what but the thought still there, thanks! :D

vivian, qianyi, joeshua, kueirong, sean, khengleng, rachel, fanchung, gary (for calling! :D), liyu, guansheng, cherngyew, xiaoyi, nicky, benglin, jieming, teeyien, zen, honghan, james, kaiyun (bryan's sister omg veh cute. :o), zhengyang, chantel, waihoong, timo, maylynn, huiyin, songming, feini, bryanho, craigven, zhiwei, claudia, xinzhi, chaohsien (2359!) and yongle (1201).

haha, yongle too late! :x
but nvm thanks to those who remembered my birthday and wished me happy birthday kay. :]

sweetsixteensweetsixteen wasn't really veh sweet. ;o
everyone mugmugmug then no one wanna celebrate wimme. o_O
ask people out to mug also don't want. D:

rawr, in the end go to zoom to play lan with sec3s.
what a way to spend my birthday; playing lan. o.o
omg too long never play, veh rusty.
in the end feed dao bu xiang yang.
depression.

oh, people there were agus, guansheng, xiaoyi, liyu, liyang, fanchung, james, honghan.
i think that's all. :o
4 out of the current top 5 of NCC go play lan after parade lol. cool manzx.
liyang, fanchung and james were playing CS though.
only after agus left at like 3plus to go to O school then did liyang join us so we could 3v3.
fanchung left halfway too. :o

stopped playing at like 4 plus.
omg i played for 4 hours. e.e

anyway, didn't wanna go home so early because my mom would definitely ask a lot. :s
so in the end they were like, "eh go bryan's house! we playing soccer there."
...
okay lor. :/

say byebye to liyu.
take bus to central.
say byebye to liyang.
take bus to bryan's house lou xia.
which idk where it is.
i hate buses. :/

go there then stand there extra.
omg a lot of tablet de ren. e.e
stand there stone.
wtf almost get zam by ball.
shiftshiftshift sit down.
wtfbbq really get hit.
two times. D:

zzz, went to sit at some void deck nearby.
wanted to do physics, i know, super wtf right.
in the end totally no mood, then just stone.
listen music stonestonestone.

was like, quite sad.
cause, everyone's sweet sixteen always like veh fun. o.o
then my sweet sixteen = sit at void deck stone.
haizpo. emoemo.

then thanks to xiaoyi who came to disturb me lol.
he even lemme play his phone lah omfg.
that's like super nan de. thank you. :o
but in the end i also never play haha.
guansheng that ice cream man also came.
thanks haha.
honghan, james and, idk who also came to kick the ball around. o.o
then i just keep stoning.

so they left!
cause i too emo for them haha.
solo againnn.
then james came back, "eh you zi bi-ing ah."
me: "yeah."
james: "ohhhhh. well, okay, you continue to zi bi bah."
*leaves*
LOL. o.o

then bryan came to chat with me too haha.
talk to him cheer up a bit.
thanks bryan. :o
then he left also.

so stonestonestone.
sikai came! with bryan's sister kaiyun.
omg kaiyun super cute i tell you.
primary 2. ;o
not like bryan at all haha.
sikai veh mean, say her english name is noob. :o
kangwei came to chat for awhile too haha.

then we were like, "eh, kangwei primary3 de!"
kaiyun; "HUH WHY SO SHORT."
kangwei; "... eh, zhe li you ji lou ah?"
sikai; "okayokay, you guess he how old? primary what?"
kaiyun; *thinks veh long* "primary 2!"
kangwei; *falls into depression* "okay, you ji lou, wo yao qu tiao liao."

haha, super funny lah they all.
make me laugh. :D thanks.
then kangwei go back to play soccer.
so we brought kaiyun to go play swings because she wanted to play. :O
omg she don't lemme play swings. T.T
she say i too old. T.T
depression.
but she let sikai play. wtfbbqchickenwing. D:

stood there watching them two play swings for quite some time.
ahah, veh peaceful de gan jue idk why.
sikai's like this big brother and then kaiyun's the younger sister and i'm the ... maid?!
idk haha.

kaiyun spent the whole time complaining about bryan. :o
omg we ting dao hen duo interesting de dong xi haha.
she veh vulgar lah omg!
sikai keep disiao-ing her.
then she, "you f*cker lah!"
o.o OMG?!
primary 2 leh!?
sikai; "S OR F?!"
me; "F! F! F! SHE SAID F!"
kaiyun; "NOTHING I NEVER SAY ANYTHING."
me; "OMG BRYAN TEACH YOU ONE RIGHT."

hahahaha super funny.
in the end walk back to soccer place cause it was getting darkkk.
then sikai keep flirting with kaiyun omg. damn funny. :x
he pedophile hahaha.

reached then omg everyone disappeared haha.
bryan was out looking for kaiyun i think. :o
then yeah, everyone went void deck.
but sikai, kaiyun and i stayed at soccer that place to sign xiaoyi's soccer ball lol.
omg my name got smudged. D:
kaiyun still sign, "LOSER! KAIYUN'S BROTHER"
lol. super funny.

went back to void deck and have cakeeeeeeeee omg. :]
that's the best part of the day lah i tell you.
bryan actually got me a cake cause i was depressed zomgwtfbbqchickenwing so nice. T.T
on it was written "Happy 16th Amanda" too.
so nice right. T.T
budden i dropped the chocolate thing that had the "Happy 16th Amanda". :x
omg sorry, but i saw it, then vehveh gan dong okay.
haha dunno who was like, "eh why got sixteen amandas! what happened to the first fifteen?" omg lame. o.o

oh, the people who helped buy the cake were bryan, kangwei, james, xiaoyi, guansheng, sikai i think?
not veh sure about benedict and yaohong dude. cause they were just standing there playing ball. :x
but thanks to whoever contributed haha.
nicenicenice. :D
ran around trying to get cream on people.
haha, ganged up on a lot of people and stuff.
run around run around, run up run down.
omggg test of athletism. :o
avoid getting smeared with cream!
they should put it in the olympics.

then kaiyun dunno why play until vomit zomgwtfbbqchickenwing.
budden she still veh high after that idk why.
o.o

in the end no one eat the cake. :x
okay lah, i ate my piece. nice. :D
thanks bryan hahahaha.
paid 18 bucks to get a cake for people to smear cream on each other. :x
haha, james and guansheng were the only survivors. :o
xiaoyi originally was a survivor. then in the end kangwei got him i think.
and when he came back, thinking that everything was over, bryan sneak attack. LOL.
super large dollop of cream on his face somemore.
cool manzx.

that was super fun lah. :D

then after that chiong to JE to meet agus because i was already 1 hour late omfg.
xiaoyi, guansheng and james were nice and accompanied me there haha.
cause idk how to go. :s
and OMFG THEY MADE ME WALK PAST A FRIGGING CEMETARY AND I WAS FRIGGING SCARED LOLOL.
it's damn creepy lah. like rows and rows and rows of headstones as far as the eye can see.
t.t
in the end walk at the void deck area, so manage to not see the graveyard. :o
T.T

take bus to JE!
met agus.
walk up walk down walk up walk down.
say byebye to james.
then in the end go LJS eat.
thennnn i dunno why sian diao again. D:
must be xiaoyi's fault.

eat finish then go.
take bus home.
reach home.

wanted to rant to shikai but he never reply. again. t.t
instead i rant to timo!
thanks for listening lah kay. :]
regarding the two people getting retained and today de shi you also listenlistenlisten and never complain haha.
veh nice of you to do so. :D
thanks ah!
i will remember your birthday de lol!

after that fell asleep in front of comp.
i think too tired already haha.
cause slept at 2 last night talking to shikai on msn then wake up at 8 for idk what reason.
then all the running here running there super tiring.
wake up, switch off comp.
sorry to those i never reply on MSN.
i too tired. o.o
i'm actually surprised i managed to sleep-sms people.
straight away go sleep after brushing teeth.

that was how my birthday was spent.
supposedly "sweet sixteen".
rawr. not fun. :(
aiya, shall stop thinking about it now.
it's a new day!
and i have to go mug physics cause i wasted one whole day yesterday. :s :/ :(

/edit
YOU ANCIENT LIKE A MAU.

• 5:21 PM,
stupid lah. what's up with nanhua's system.
shaddupppppppp lah i hate foosuanfong now.
why so mei liang xin.
it's like hello, how many people go appeal you still reject.
principal liao bu qi meh. D:

saw yijie today like during the 4 hour break between emath and amath.
then he was like telling me how the basketball team + coach + jameskoh were gonna like help appeal to foosuanfong to like help nick.
apparently not successful.
stupid lah.
2 people only lah, won't lower the stupid average by a lot right.

rawr, i'm gonna miss those two jokers lah wth.
even though i'm gonna leave nanhua already which makes it kinda redundant. -.-

budden like, that day seeing nick all alone at the backgate.
really damn heartwrenching.
kuku nick you must cheerup okay. you say you okay but you don't sound okay. D:
i still remember you super nice, after last time that stupid thing you and bryan help me buy icelemontea then scribble all over it to like tell me to cheer up.
although everything was smudged it's like, super nice lah, veh gan ren.
haha, you don't even remember lah i bet.
thankyou for your encouragement, you whole day give jiaobinnnn but i know you're actually a hao ren inside!
haha, i'm sorry for teasing you about you and zoe okaaaay!
i still wanna go zoom with you and laugh at the way you play luna!
ahhhhh please don't be sad, i never see you sad before, and i wanna keep it that way. D:
omg this is depressing.

looxiaoyi you, rawr.
hao xue bu xue xue ren jia huan xue xiao. D:
well, at least not quit school but, you say you don't wanna leave them then you still hand in the papers for what.
last time so po po ma ma now you so decisive, guailan.
smack you upside down.
you said you were gan dong by bryan's post then still no fan ying.
stupid lah, people trying their best to help you, you don't wanna help yourself. D:
i don't understand youuuu.
you don't always get so easily agitated by everything okay.
being loyal to friends is a good thing but you don't be so hot-headed.
life isn't always about fighting.
you can be nice tooooo i know.
don't always be so affected by what others say okay.

omgggg i feel veh sad now.
whyyyy like this nooooo.
why must it be people i know t.t
okay lah, if it's like people i dunno, i'll still be sad.
butbutbut, people i know then that makes it even worse.
especially seeing how everyone around them is like trying to their best to try to convince the principal and stuff.
damnit lah. nanhua sucks. D:

dumbbbbbbbbb shikai isn't replying, i cannot complain to him.
aiya okay i shaddup now.
later people say i extra, not even sec3 care so much for what. :/
rawr, i go watch tv, hopefully cheer me up. D:

/edit.
wahlao, i suddenly remember the first time i met both of them.
meeting nick was at KFC, because jasmin wanted to borrow money.
then she go ask from basketballers, everyone straight away point to nick.
then nick really lend her.
omgggg. see so nice. T.T

then that xiaoyi.
haha, the only reason i talked to him when he was sec1 was because i wanted to find out if he really hit some guy.
then in the end, this year talk to him more, realise that he really quite nice. T.T

back to tv i go. T.T

• 3:40 AM,
a few days agoooooo.
when i was smsinggggg.
i wanted to type shan't.
and the options that came out were;

"shan
sian
phan
sian
qian
sian"

WTF?

lol i swear this is the truth manzx.
i had like 3 sians idk why.
my phone felt sian too. D:

rawr, i wanna go cut hair.
lol, random.
tomorrow's the day w0rhzx.
not really looking forward to it idk why. o.o

dumbdumb i had a lot of things to post then i realised it's morning and i'm still halfasleep so i forgot what i wanted to post about.
woohoo don't make sense.
i need more sleep.

• 3:49 PM, 23.10.08
haha i screwed up geog! D:
but who cares. :D

I. WANT. TO. WATCH. HIGH. SCHOOL. MUSICAL. 3. SO. BADLY. D:

rawr, stupid Os.

andandand just now otw to school i saw _! and _ said that _ and _ getting _! and that the second _ was gonna _ _ because _ didn't wanna get _.
D:
ah shizz lah.
why like that.
i thought the _ would work.
damnit. D:

raaaaaaaaaawr.
i wanna watch the I Survived A Japanese Gameshow! but it clashes with xing guang. o.o
how. D:

hahaha, i should be studying eh?
nvm, math nia.
no kick.
LOL.
jkjkjk.
have kick.
aiya i dunno.
D:

stupid thing.

byebye blog.

• 6:32 AM,
"WAHLAO YOU MAU LAH YOU."
*does the sharon action*

omg i'm dying from all the geog hahaha.
i dreamed of everyone entering campus together yesterday night. :D
that was fun rofl.

• 8:45 PM, 22.10.08
OMFG MY FRIENDSTER PHOTOS DAMN EFFING UGLY HAHAHAHAHA WTH WAS I THINKING WHEN I UPLOADED THEM MANZX.

• 8:18 PM,

Amanda is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Amanda will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Amanda an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Amanda is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Amanda is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.




People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Amanda doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.




Amanda is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving herself about it. Often, Amanda's opinion of herself is different than those around her. This trait gives Amanda the ability to deny anything that does not agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Amanda not to face some reality in her life at this time.




According to the inputted data, Amanda has a stinger shape inside the oval of her a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Amanda has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.

For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.




Amanda can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.




Amanda has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Amanda may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.

In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.




In reference to Amanda's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Amanda slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Amanda can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.




Amanda's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Amanda that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Amanda also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Amanda is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Amanda's self-concept is artificially low. Amanda will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Amanda to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Amanda is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.




Amanda is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.




One way Amanda punishes herself is self directed sarcasm. She is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at herself.




Amanda is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.




Something is incomplete in Amanda's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Amanda's sexual needs.




Amanda is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.




Amanda is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.




For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Amanda has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Amanda fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Amanda has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Amanda just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Amanda finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

omfgggg this is so freakily true.
saw this on klinsen's blog then xinyun's blog so i was like heyyy, why don't i give it a try.
and i'm like WTFBBQ SCARY.
go try go try!

www.handwritingwizard.com

you'll be super amazed i tell you.


• 4:17 PM,
amathhhh.
i think something's up.
like paper 2 will be super difficult or something. :s
rawr.

played the niu nai game with clique in front of hall before exams hahaha!
omg maylynn that noobass can't play the game LOL. :x

lalala.
good lah, play game, relieve stress. ;O

effing cold inside the exam hall rawr.
freezzinggggg.
and i couldn't sleep because i kept twitching due to the cold. t.t
but lucky i never sleep haha, if i slept i wouldn't be able to see the teacher fall LOL.
okay, actually i never really see, but sharon saw! :o
rofl damn funny.

andddddddd yeah.
stoned for one hour plus.
finally time up.
hand in paper, stone somemore.

jungui damn funny.
he drop his NRIC like at 4 like that.
he dk then he keep stepping on it LOL.
after exam i try to tell him, then he thought i was talking about how 402's pullover kept dropping fur. o.o
hahaha, then in the end after like QUITE long, he finally got it.
then he pick up his NRICCC haha, paiseh shizz. :x

lalala.
after exam go eat KFC with clique!
veh long never eat with them already i realise. :o
kept laughing omg.
laugh until stomach pain rofl.

waited with yunlum for her bus.
then i walkeddd home.
omg geog how.
geog how.
i should go read geog now.
but i'mma like distracted by memes. t.t


name = Amanda Tan
piercings = er, two.
tattoos = none.
height = 160 BUT I'M STILL GROWING YOU SHADDUP.
shoe size = er idk.
hair color = black?
siblings = older brother. but he sucks. i refer to him as my mother's son. :/

[LAST...]
movie you watched = er, er, er, er, er, er, er, wall-e? LOL.
movie you bought = er, er, er, er idk.
song you listened to = freeze! by t-pain ft. chris brown haha.
song that was stuck in your head = love story by taylor swift haha. i kept singing to myself in the exam hall.
cd you bought = ho wei jian's album?
cd you listened to = HSM3 OST lol.
person you've called = bryanfoo lol
person that's called you = xinyun lol.
tv show you've watched = the 9oclock show.

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = hahahaha.
you wish you could live somewhere else = yeahyeah japan!
you think about suicide = no. o_O
you believe in online dating = no. O_o
others find you attractive = no. O_O
you want more piercings = no. o_o
you like cleaning = NO.
you like roller coasters = no?
you write in cursive or print = no! oh wait, er, print. :D loooool omg so many nos.

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = neutral.
using someone = against.
suicide = against.
killing people = against.
driving drunk = against.
gay/lesbian relationships = neutral.

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = er, hmm hoho.
ever cried over a boy = hohoho.
ever lied to someone = hohoho.
ever been in a fist fight = hohoho.
LOL WTF ALL HOHOHO. :x

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = the weird rebonding one they give after rebonding.
shoes do you wear = errrrrr, shizz i dunno the brand haha. is some china brand lah. either that my atlanta/b.u.m shoes lor.
are you scared of = clowns. ghosts. the dark.

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love = lol.
of times I have had my heart broken = lol.
of hearts I have broken = HAHA GOOD JOKE.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = eh, none.
of things in my past that I regret = too many to count.

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = LOL EVEN MORE GOOD JOKE.
hot = no, i'm quite cold now.
friendly = yeah. -.- bei ren jiang.
amusing = hahaha i'mma regular jester.
ugly = lol yeah suibian.
loveable = HAHAHA OMG I SEE THIS, I IMMEDIATELY THINK OF YUNLUM EW. idk. no.
caring = lol. dunno.
sweet = i don't taste myself idk.
dorky = yeah man. i'mma nerdy geek! geeky nerd!

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word: hello.
Actor/actress: ZAC EFRON.
Candy: chocolate. ;D
Cartoon: fairly odd parents LOL.
Cereal: idk.
Chewing gum: errr, idk also hahaha.
Color(s): green!
Color nail polish: i don't like. o_O
Day of week: saturday/friday/sunday.
Least fave day: monday.
Flower: i have absolutely no fricking idea, erm, any flower also can?
Jewelry: ehhhh. i don't do accessories, idk why.
Special skills/talents: singing. :D oh wait, they ask for favourite. errrr, i like seeing people dance.
Summer/Winter: favourite season issit? winter i guess.

[PERSON WHO LAST...]
Slept in your bed: me?
Saw you cry: heard bah. agus lol.
Made you cry: agus. LOL. not his fault though.
You went to the movies with: weiqing and yunlum i think.
Yelled at you: yelled? erm, not sure, maylynn bah, cause she fedup about the niu nai game LOL.
Sent you an email: foosuanfong LOL. no lah, huiyin send the weird chinese game. super fed up. why is it chinese. D: and i don't get it, so stanley bo shi is actually the dead guy and the old guy isnt'?! then the game end. weird.

[HAVE YOU EVER...]
Said "I love you" and meant it: not that lucky.
Gone out in public in your pajamas: no? unless you mean like chalet that kind, then that kind not counted bah, not really pajamas.
Cried during a movie: yes hahaha.
Planned your week based on the TV: er. no?
Been on stage: yeah. :o
Been to New York: nopeeee.
...California: hahaha nono.
...Hawaii: nopeth.
...China: LOL yes.
...Europe: nope~
...Asia: I LIVE IN ASIA DUDE.
South America: . ah no.
Australia: YESYES PERTH!<3
Wished you were another gender: yes. guys have it easier. D:
What time is it now?: 7.34pm.

[EITHER/OR]
Apples or bananas: apples!
Blue or red: blue!
Walmart or Target: Target!
Spring or Fall: fall!

What was the last meal you ate: zinger meal.
Are you bored: yes. duh, that's why i'm doing this.
Last noise you heard: the songggggg? this is random haha.
Last smell you sniffed: erm, idk, the burger?

[FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...]
Do you believe in love at first sight: yeah.
Do you want children: not really, i hum.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust.

[OTHER INFO...]
Criminal record: hahahahaha. ;x
Do you speak any other languages: chinese! littlelittle bit of jap. and i got a pass in conversational malay haha.
Last book you read: geog textbook.
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: my pillow/bolster idk.
Worst feeling in the world: getting ignored.
Who do you love: me, myself and i. hahahaha.

[YOU...]
Nicknames: mambos, manda, mandy, ATM girl.
Initials: atmg.
How old do you look: er i dunno, the security guard at NH thinks i look like a sec1/2. jobin thinks i look like a sec1.
How old do you act: extremely childish? but i think i quite mature at times okay LOL.
Glasses/Contacts: both.
Braces: last time.
Do you have any pets: i used to have a fish. it died cause i overfed it. :(
What makes you happy: ~~ :D er, music. friends.
What upsets you: getting ignored, feeling betrayed, being hungry, sleepy.

[FINISH THE SENTENCE...]
I love to: sing!
I miss: you!
I wish: for world peace LOOLOLOLOL. :D
I hope: my Os won't be screwed up.
I'm annoyed by: you!
I am: highly hyper.
I want to be: a singer!
I'd rather do: math then science.
I am tired of: your obnoxious ways.
I will always be: a girl.

wow this quiz is random.
okay, still no mood read geog.
gg.

• 9:38 PM, 21.10.08
ohemgee i feel like such a loser, i was like looking at my MSN.
then no one was online!
i was like, "WOOHOO I'MMA SURVIVOR~~~~~~~~~~~~"
*scrolls down*
under sec4;
craigven has a green man.
which means he's online.
dayummmmmmmmmmm.

• 7:50 PM,
omfg i'm so gonna screw up amath.
ahah, from just now until now, i keep chatting with people on MSN.
no hope lah. o.o

budden shikai shuo de dui leh, studies isn't everything.
it's like, why are we like trying so hard to achieve something that actually won't really matter in the long run?
if you get like 9A1s, but you become a serial killer then hello, what's the point.
i rather get not-so-good results but turn out a nice person with a nice family and nice neighbours and nice friends and maybe a nice dog.
definitely not a cat.
i boycott cats after today LOL.
Mau!

okay no lah, cats are adorabubble.
i lurbbezxzx cattzxzxzx, please don't lemme fail english. :s
please lemme get that A1 cause i really don't think i can use chinese. :x

aiya anyway back to results.
it's like, it's just stuff printed on paper right?
shouldn't think so much. :o
but then again, society's a materialistic biatch so our results do matterrr then omg what are we supposed to do?!

ah shizz, i should be sleeping earlier but everyone seems to be suffering from insomnia like me!
haha, the only difference is that they use the time to study while i use it to chat/crap/blogsurf/listen to music.
no wonder they get good results and i get crappy ones. :o

and even though i said that, i just can't push myself to study. D:
people are like, be optimistic! and i'm also like, be optimistic!
but when push comes to shove, you'll just crumble under all the pressure. D:
or rather, i will.
haha zomg i'mma weakling ew.

stupid, i'm still slacking and i bet i'm gonna be regretting this in like the near future.
ahhhh i don't wanna disappoint peopleeeeee like my parents (however annoying my mom might be) and my aunttttt and all my frienddddds.
omg my aunt actually smsed me to tell me good luck.
she's like super cool hahaha.

during my cousin's 21st birthday;
cousin's friend: "hey, auntie! can we throw your daughter in the swimming pool?"
cousin: "WTH?!"
aunt: "sure, go ahead. need help?"
LOLOLOLOL.
i swear this really happened.
okay, maybe not exact phrasing because i wasn't there but yeah.
that's what my mom told me hahhaa.
cool right. :D

aye, i'mma gonna go knock geog information into my head now.
byebye blog.

/edit



HAHA, EMO CAT!
because everyone hates it due to olevels. :x
awwww poor cat.

sndandandandand my birthday's coming in 4 days!
hahahaahha not really looking forward to it.
idk why.
zzzzzz.

• 4:59 PM,
i screwed up my englishhhh no seriously. :(
i totally stunned for like uber long when i saw the questions plus the weird report thing.
WHY THE HELL IS IT A REPORT.
I THOUGHT EVERYONE SAY CHOPCHOPCONFIRMPLUSSTAMP IS PROPOSAL!?
D:

tried writing compo first.
rewrote greed 2 times.
each like one page like that.
then i was like SHIZZ NO LING GAN, HOWHOWHOW. T.T
rawr, in the end start on report first.

HAHA I DUNNO WHERE CAN WE GO IN SINGAPORE TO HAVE A DAY OF FUN.
shizz i feel so disconnected.
i've been living in my own tiny little world too much i think. D:
thought of Sentosa immediately budden i reread the question and i realised shizz, they went to Sentosa last year. D:
stoned for veh long.
contemplated going back to compo, looked up, SHIZZ HALF AN HOUR GONE.
fine, write report first.
decided on West Coast Park LOL.
omggg i feel so... uncreative.
didn't know how to elaborate on an outing to West Coast Park.
on second thought, i haven't even been to WCP for like outings other then the school's road run.
zomg i feel pathetic. o.o

hmm, they were like, "you're supposed to persuade the principal that the outing will be a fun one" blahblahblah or something like that.
i was thisssssssss close to writing down "So if you want to come join us in West Coast Park for the barbeque, we welcome you with open arms."
cause, persuade him to go mah. D:
then in the end i don't dare write, i scared examiners think i guailannnnn booo.

didn't know what else to write for report so i ended up with only like 4 pages zomg i guess it's good cause missrani's always pestering me to write shorter stuffzx but like i thought proposal must spamzx information AIYA IDK.
ANYWAY.
COMPO.

picked up my pen and almost penned down the number 2, again.
then i was like EFF I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE.
so i decided to change to 3, which was something like, "write about a time when you couldn't stop laughing at an inappropriate moment."
first thought; VIVIAN.
omgwtfbbqchickenwing.

and before that we were like laughing outside hall about vivian and _.
saying that if have some compo on love we will definitely write about vivian and _.
so in the end i decided i shall keep my promise and write about vivian and _ even though it's not really about love.

writewritewrite omg i kept wanting to burst out laughing.
like really BWAHAHAH that kind in the exam hall.
because i think my plot's fricking hilarious.
but i guess that only applies if you know who's vivian and who's _.
the examiners will probably think it's a lameass story. D:

the first line was like, "WHAT? _ TURNED YOU DOWN?!"
then burst out laughing already.
as in, in the story, cause as much as i wanted to BWAHAHAH in exam hall, i couldn't do that. :s
writewritewrite, i kept giggling to myself zomg.
at the one part i had to describe vivian, i was like really thisss close from BWAHAHHA ing.

cause in the story, she's this like supersupersuper chio girl.
and er, gentle.
LOL.
"vivian is the most gentle and..."
*stones*
*stones*
*picks up pen*
*puts down pen*
*thinks of something*
*starts laughing to myself*
in the end i wrote pretty, because i couldn't bring myself to write stuff like "gorgeous" and "beautiful".
EH VIVIAN LEH LOL.
okay lah, shan't be mean. :x

oh and the story was about how vivian got rejected by _ and then i kept laughing and laughing but the story doesn't say why until like at the end where i describe _ as a total geek.
hahahaha super sad lah, this supersupersuper chiobu gets rejected by a nerdddd and then the nerd tells her, "eh sorry, you're not my type"
LOLOL. :x

after exam also keep highing because i kept laughing at the plot.
and then just nice _ was at the canteen.
then we purposely walk that way hohoho.
omg, like when we were right about to enter the exam hall, i saw _, another one btw.
then i tell you, i really BWAHAHAHAHAH right there.
couldn't stop somemore.
omggggggg mei you xing xiang.
vivian and khengleng were like totally O.O
but i couldn't stopppp.
i blame exam stress. D:

thennn it was paper 2.
omfg, was still high-ing over the compo thing.
then i read the passage, and i was like "oh cats, cool hahahahahahahahahahahahahhaa."
i swear i really thought out the hahahahahahahaha.
maddd lah.
first question: "pick one word blahblah"
HAHA NO KICK!
second question: "blahablah in your own words."
shit.

D:

i hate in your own words questions.
rawrrrrr.

dododododo until summary then i stoned damn long.
stupid thing so many things to summarise wtf.
"In Japan, if the Emperor's cat gave birth to five white kittens on the seventh night of the full moon, a nurse would be hired and the cats would be treated like royal princes and princesses."
that's just the gist of it, i can't remember the exact phrasing but WTF YOU TRY TO SUMMARISE THIS PLEASE. -.-
in the end i fed up, just write, "In Japan, if a cat was born on a certain day, they would be treated like royalty."
LOL. T.T

rewrote the stupid summary 7 effing times.
i hate it lah. t.t

vocab also made me stone for damn long.
ah mama.

okay don't think about english hmm.

AIYA I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT ENGLISH. D:

walked to central with khengleng and zhengyang.
super late already zomg.
and wthh all the others hao ming, have people fetch. D:
i also gonna ask my mama fetch already lah rawr.

AHHH DICTIONARY.COM THE DEFINITIONS ALL DIFFERENT FROM MINE.
I SHALL GO BANG THE WALL NOW BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

• 9:15 AM,
haha i think timotheus is funnyyy.
okay random.
nvm he just went offline.
o.o

hmm, just now chat with him then he said something about cannot have too much confidence.
then that made me like think, "oh shizz, what if i really am being too overconfident."
just because i got an A1 for prelims doesn't mean anything.
later i screw up then how. D:
then my l1 will be an ugly 5-6.
i don't think i can survive manzx.

ah shizz, i'mma starting to panic again.
and this time no one's gonna help calm me down.
oh my, i think i shall go listen to music.

and notes suck i don't wanna do notes anymore.
i think i made notes of the whole geog book like 3 times already.
okay now i'm panicking regarding amath.
anddd physics.
andddd bio.
anddddd ss.
andddddddd hcl.
anddddddddddd most importantly english.

zomg i should really stop thinking about it before i start to hyperventilate.
must calm down.
haha, maybe i should go learn some calming technique like yoga or whatever shizz.
that'll make me more flexible too.
cool. ;o

and hello, would a simple thank you kill?

• 2:22 PM, 20.10.08
ONE DOWN AND LIKE 14 MORE TO GO.
it's kinda scary how my mom copied down my Olevel timetable. o.o
cause she's like smsing me before the thing starts and smsing me after the thing's over.
overprotective much?
smack her hahaha.
lol jkjk, i don't wanna get struck by lightning. :O

met up with kueirong, sean and zhengyang at like 11.30.
veh weird walking to central in school u so late.
cause practically no one else wearing school u. :s
ate sumo house.
stressed.

walk to school.
stressed.
rain. :O
bad omen bad omennn.
rain on the day of the first paper which just so happens to be my worst subject zomgwtfbbqchickenwing.

at first wanted to just walk in the rain like yanchng and sharmaine were doing budden in the end sean and zhengyang took out their umbrellas so we just share hohoho.
ongkueirong and i actually had our own umbrellas, just that we lazy take out. :o
zomg veh funny hahaha. guys more niang than girls. :x

errrr, reached school.
found out that we were in hall!
wahlaozx why.
i like classroom more. D:
hall veh stressfulzx.

camp in canteen and did last minute revision.
lotsa 403 stragglers came to join us after sometime.
chiongggggggg.
asked questions then get scolded because they kept saying my questions veh weird. D:
eh, my questions are based on the theory okay.
if you don't know the theory how to answerzxzxzx.
but nvm, my questions really damn gl i just realised hahaha.

errr, the more people there were, the more nervous i got zomg.
lolol.
hmm, went up at around 2.
stoned in hall for like half an hour.
couldn't withstand the tense atmosphere manxz.
then when the fans were switched off, it was like totally silent. o.o
super creepy haha.

start paper at 2.30 exactly zomgwtfbbq.
tried to do the paper reallyreallyreally slowly because teachers always say i do too fast then careless mistake?! D:
i think i succeeddddeddddd cause i only finished with like half an hour to spare.
budden i don't dare sleep also.
i scared the invigilator scold me.
t.t
hall stressful lah i tell you.

after paper everyone chiong out.
don't dare discuss with anybody.
cause i scared discuss = find out a lot wrong = depression.

ahh, don't think about it.
tomorrow's english.
:D
or
D:?

idk zomg.
shan't think too much.
i'mma gonna go listen to lynn again. :D
byebye blog.

• 6:19 AM,
EH WTF I CANNOT FIND MY NRIC?!

• 5:52 AM,
okayyyyy i think i finally got stressed like, last night. o.o
woke up at like 2am and i couldn't get back to sleep haha.
went to puke. -.-
but nothing to puke. :o
then xin kuuuuuu.
haha, i didn't dare to go out to the kitchen to like take panadol because it was like effing dark outside and i'mma hummmmmmmmmmmmm.
in the end i RAN out, switched on the lights and RAN into the kitchen.
o.o

hahahaha, super dumb.
then after running i felt even worse. t.t
ate panadol.
went back to bed.
stoned for damn long.
couldn't fall asleep.
wanted to get up and go check my phone but in the end i fell asleep dunno doing what, i thinking of like formula for alkane/alkene/alcohol/carboxylic acid. :o
lollll, random i know.

woke upppp around like, now.
super happy to see my phone because juniors wish me good luck LOL.
they remember they remember! :D
haha, thankssss agus, tinghuan, klinsen, feini, yuhao, jing, teeyien, mingyao, evia, bryanfoo, aaronho and linfang!
hahahahahaha, the rest is i sms them first so not counted.
woohoo gan dong.

haha, yesterday high diao, smsed every single sec4 in my contact list, excluding those that already wished me, to wish them good luck. :o
i think i really nothing to do manzx.
budden quite sad, cause some people *coughyonglenickyjasonxinyuyuxuancough* reply back, "who are you?"
LOL DEPRESSING. T.T
ah gosh, i feel motivated from all the replies. :D
i can do it i can do it!

ahhh okay i cannot do it.
still feel sick.
i'mma gonna spam panadol i tell you!
but i scared fall asleep. -o-
aiya idk.
i go back to sleep.
goodnight blog.

LOL jkjk.
i think i go study somemore chem.
byebye blog. :D

• 8:39 PM, 19.10.08
just imagine, 15 hours later, we'll all be in school sloggingggg like mad.
trying our best to remember whatever chem information that's like eluding our brains at that moment in time.
omg please, whatever deity up there, please bless me so that i won't panick and blank out during the exam.
i don't think i can take the heartache of screwing up my first paper.
20 minutes till kueirong's birthday!
i wonder if i can last that long. o.o

• 1:34 PM,
BoA's debut American song; eat you up! :D



song's not that awesome but main focus on the dancing!
super awesome hahaha.
BoA's multi-talented omg. :o

i guess i should go back to studying now. :/
byebye. :D

• 12:25 PM,
Chlorine reacts with methane to produce cloromethane, CH3Cl.
Draw a 'dot and cross' diagram to show the bonding in chloromethane.
You only need to show outer (valence electrons).
[10]

LOL. 10 MARKS FOR DRAWING DOT AND CROSS DIAGRAM?! O.O
tys go mad hahaha.
i swear i'm not hallucinatingggg okay.
go see, (4)11.

rawrr, yesterday night was spent looking at my report book.
haha, super funny discussion with ongkueirong lah.
sec1, my level ranking was like 58/118.
sec4, my level ranking is like 188/200?
hahahahahaha.
drop like 130 ranks?! :o
i are depresseddd haha.
and my best percentage is like 68%?!
that sucks. and that was during sec1 rofl.

but i think improve a lot leh.
sec4 midyear, i got like 52.8%.
then prelim i get 64.1%
can lah. D:
improve like 11.3% like that, qiang already lah. D:

ohh, and i was quite sad because i realised that in my time in nanhua, 4 years, i only grew 4cm.
and i gained 4 kg only too.
so it's like 1cm/kg per year.
:O
that sucks lol.

hahaha, enough about report books.
it's like way depressing.
budden, must mention; my sec2 geog; 92.7 LOL.
now my geog; 62. o.o
sec1 math; 94.
sec4 math (like the average of a and e); 67.5.
effing hell i deprove so much. D:
last time i was so godlike LOL.
i can do ittttt.
i trust myself.
yeah right.

omg i'm talking to myself again.
rawr, good thing about today: i don't have to go to the ghey pool party hahaha.
and it's like raining so they also cannot go hahahaha.
gosh, i feel so sadistic.
i think it's due to lack of sleep. D:
i'mma gonna sleep at 10 today i tell you.
tomorrow wake up...then idk what.
go library?
rawr, sick of library.
see first see first.

eh, jiayou all sec4s. :D
we can do it! hahaha.
lazy write what inspirational crap.
just hunker down, grit your teeth, and bear it till 13/11, then we're free!
or for people like chaohsien, 12/11. D:
haha goooo people.

• 10:00 PM, 18.10.08
to keep everyone updatedddd on chalet business;

currently going:
yuhao, amanda, chaypioh, roanna, vivian, yuan, zhaoda, yijun, xinzhi, kueirong, yangyang, zhaoming, yunlum, khengleng, brandon, wenxuan, yanchng, sharmaine, claudia, melvin, huiyin, suying, shuling (not staying overnight), cherngyew, qianyi (not staying overnight), zhengyang, wikian, qiqi, xiaohui, shurong, huirong, xiejing (not staying overnight), qihui (bbq only), wilson.

ms loy, ms saw? D:

chalet will be held on:
6th-9th Jan

i think i don't have to keep posting this at the top anymore right?
cause it's all settled.
haha.

• 10:00 PM,
Closure Ceremony Band Performance;
for evia.

http://www.zshare.net/video/2061572017640772/



Closure Ceremony Bboy Performance;
for whoever wants it.

http://www.zshare.net/video/206154256087fff9/

• 6:53 PM,
backkkk from studying at libraryyyyy.
again.
i think i've been going to library every single day lah wth.
and like 2 out of 3 days i've been camping there from like 10 to 7-8 like that.
if i fail anything, i really dunno how to react manzx.
especially chem. :/

rawr, feeling quite.
er,
sick.

haven't been eating for the past few days then today suddenly spam food.
i think my stomach cannot take it. :s
ordered like minced meat noodles! soupppppp kind.
and the person gave me dryyy kind. D:
which like, i don't eat. :/
i'm picky, i know.
and then xinzhi was nice and exchanged his charsiew rice plus extra rice with me.
gave zishuo half of my rice but i still bth i tell you.

helped to look after seats for xinyun, feini, chao.
then halfway shift to hoongjia, weichong, jungui there to help them look after the seats.
and then xinzhi take over me.
cause hoongjia's table was like quite far, so when i sat there no one like there to encourage me to study.
then i started to drift.

anddd i began to think about _ again.
i don't gett whyyyy.
ask others and _ said that yeah, i'mma _.
if this comes from someone i know/trust then that means i really must be a _.
then ayeseh. :/
that sucks.

thinkthinkthink, camp at the same page for one hour.
fell asleep at some point of time.
woke up, just nice they came back.
so i went back.

and continued stoning.
didn't really study much, shizz i suck.
it's like two days later.
and i can't study tomorrow because my mama wants me to relax.
so she's dragging me to a pool party.
yes, i'm gonna sit in the jaccuzi with my chemistry textbook wrapped up in like plastic cling wrap or whatever. :/
i don't wanna goooooooooooooooooooooo.

anyway back to story.
best friend and zishuo kept playing the tap number thing on my ipod.
haha i own themzx.
supposed to press like 25 numbers in order but the numbers are all like mixed up.
the fastest they got was like 14s? i got 10s. :]
haha.

omg the haha feels so fake zzz.
aiya not really in the mood to "haha" and "lol" right now.
xinzhi and chaypioh left around like 6?
then at like 7 plus xinyun, feini, me, chaohsien and zishuo went to eat at imm.
oh, and apparently i'm getting married to a guy called alvin.
everyone please shang lian.

wanted to eat at Cafe Cartel but the waiting time was like 30 minutes then we sian diao.
in the end eat at Subway.
omg eat until effing full. D:
i thought the large drink was like the regular drink then i go order large and i drankkk it alllll omg.
like superduper brainfreeze.
rawr.

kept laughing at the alvin/me getting married thing.
now i'm getting married to a singing chipmunk.
cool.
made xinyun and feini laugh until they wanna puke.
omg.
i made myself laugh until my leg cramp. e.e

hmm.
oh, and chaohsien wore veh glam today.
like going to cultural pot that kinda glamglam blingbling.

yeahhhh done with randoming.
don't really feel like blogging because yeah.
i'mma still thinking about the _ thingggg.
why like that.
whywhywhywhy.
haizpo.

byebye blog.

/edit
today's sean's birthday!
happy birthday. :D

• 5:11 AM,
damnit i'm still depressed after sleeping for 6 hours.
i'm sorry for offending you but i don't even know you?
if you say i'mma _ then what about _ or even yourself.
i think it's like, wthhhhhhhhhhh if you know me then you comment that i'mma _ at least i can know why?
now the thing is, i don't know you, you don't know me, and you label me a _.
you label me a _, fine, everyone's entitled to their opinion.
but you spread rumours about me being a _ wtf?
and it's like, i'm sorry for being the way i am but that's just me.
fine, it's not like i'll ever see you again.
i hate leaving nanhua like that but i guess that's just the way the cookie crumbles.
you really piss me off lahhhhh.
damnit, i shouldn't have pried.
i could have stayed blissfully ignorant of the fact that _ and a whole gang of people are calling me _ behind my back, but nooo, i had be kpo.
you suckkkkk. and i thought you were nice too, from reading your blog. :/
i hate this.
and i think like 80273498234 people don't even know what i'm talking about.
go me.

• 6:14 AM, 17.10.08
PICCHARSZXZXZXZX.
finally manzx.
haha, this is from 10th october! last day of school. D:
going in alphabetical order because i saved them in alphabetical order and i lazy go by chronological order. :D
if you don't like my face then i suggest you exit this blog immediately.
cause like, quite a lot of photos, all have my face. :x


ALLENNNN haha. omg i look so red. D:
anyway, superduper cute guy.
i still remember that time after parade, he suddenly start singing a gai ban de taylor swift song! :D or issit some other song, i can't remember. D:
haha, thenthenthen i remember you were like super sad that you didn't pass the promo test one time but you still got your SGT rank in the end! :D
first time i see you emo. :o haha, dunno, don't even think you'll see this.
sooo yeah, that's all lol. :D

brandonnnnnnnn rofl. primary school friendzx w0rhzx.
like you said in the card thing, "you are really really a great friend." :D
stop growing already okay! you already tall enough ahahah.
later you continue banging into ceilings/top part of glass doors not my problem. :x
haha jkjk. "rock on" like you said! :D

BRYANHOJUNWEIIIII hahahhaa.
np brudder wassup.
grats on becoming a CI? i not veh sure of details lol.
you still owe me dota matches okay! :D
i won't really say much here because we're gonna keep seeing each other! i don't care haha.
go back for NP. :D
ah hohoho, continue being as crazy/funny/joker as you are lah okay.
don't change don't change.
or maybe if you change, change for the better. :D
woohoo you closet twit! :D

ahhohohoho i don't really know you veh well so i can't really spam like super long message. :x
i'mma sorry. hahaha.
stay funny? idk. :d


BEST FRIEND! :D
must feel super honoured okay.
you have like the most photos hahaha.
thanks for being my best friend lahzx. :D
sec3 that time still not veh shou but then in the end sec4 then talk more i think. :D
haha, still must thank you for that midautumn festival you listen to me rant for so long.
first time i complain so much to someone, really feel much better after that. :D
if you have any problems also must come tell me okay hohoho.
i shall do my best to be a good listener like you were. :D
and you stop guailan-ing people with your lame jokes i tell you!
you getting olderrr already.
and we're celebrating your birthday during chalet! must feel veh honoured okay. :D
woohooo longlong message for best friend best friend.
and you look like a korean shuai ge in the second picture okay.
see, i'mma so nice, post nice photo of you even though i look way retarded. :D
and see the last photo! that's my best friend who looks like liyu. :D

cherngyewwwww haha.
most likely to be successful dude. :D
hmm, sorry about the video thingzx okay.
i was veh stressed. :/ but i shouldn't have taken it out on peeps.
haha, hope it won't affect our friendship?
yeah, you're a nice guy. :D
thanks and good luck for Os hohoho.
not that you'll need it. :o

CHOWLERRRR.
haha hot guy hot guy woohoo!
vivian likes your specs LOL. o.o
random. :D
yay, idk what to say. :D
stay good at basketball? hahahaha. yeah man. :D

claudia! :D:D
ying xiang zui shen ke is when you change seats wimme because i didn't wanna sit in front. :x
haha, you're really a veh nice person.
so stay nice okay. :D

debbie! :D
haha omgomg you look so cute with your plaits lah!
and omg i look veh fat. :s
hmm, don't really know what to say either. you also stay nice lah hor. :D

HAHA eugeneeugene! :D
omg my hair's screwed up but nvm you look veh fierce. o_O
haha, sorry, i think you were quite pissed off because i keep cutting off your face in the first few photos. :x
lalala, sorry for the hall thing manzx. omg i keep apologising haha.
okay, nothing else. :D

rofl gabriellll.
ying xiang zui shen ke is that you crashed our badminton thing with brandon lol.
haha, oh, and also you camping outside the handicap toilet playing with yijie's (?) iphone.
jokerrrrrr. :D

huiyinhuiyin carerep carerep ahahahahha! :D
thanks for the uber long message in the card thing.
vivian was jealous that you wrote so much for me LOL. :D
anyway, luck for your Os too. :d
stay caring? hahaha.

isabell!
xiang dang nian, lightless bbq, we keep laughing at the guys who refused to dirty their hands by breaking the charcoal? in the end they take plastic bag and throw the charcoal.
rofl, that was fun. :D

JACK GAN.
wtf i look so black haha.
nono, not i black, is jack gan white!
xiao bai lian. :D
hahahaha, okay just kidding. :D
4 years de peng youzx okay.
how can i just insult you so easily.
you're the only person i 1v1 with and won LOL.
:D i still remember, sally's house hohoho.

401 portion of maple gang! :D
or rather, dota gang now haha.
last time we always spam maple together remember remember!
omg good times. D:
haha, the three super guailan kias, you see their face you know already manzx.

jacky!
you still owe me idk how many million mesos LOL. :D
aiya you, go rebond your hair lah LOL.
jkjk. idk what to say. you and jack should eat more. yeah.
hohoho, go spam dota so you'll fail Os then i can laugh at you! :D
lol jkjk. but you don't flaunt your prelim results anymore i tell you, must be modest lol.

jasmineeee!
omg i jealous of your dimple LOL.
hao lah hao lah, you don't whole day emo okay.
remember still have us. :D
why don't you wanna go promszx. D:
i spent so much time convincing you then in the end you don't wanna go. D:
hope you'll reconsider kay? it'll really be veh fun. :D

JIAHAO! :D
hahaha omg bird.
i still remember we spam gunboundgunbound!
then you ownzx. lol.
too bad now no more mass gunbound already. D:
ahah, stay funny/like a bird/joker/gao xiao idk what. :]

AIYA AH ZHUUUUUU :D
you kuku stop being so blur lah okay hohohoho.
i dunno why never talk to you recently omfg!
still remember that time we go watch idk what movie?
what movie ah. o_O
kung fu dunk ah. LOL
that was fun. :D
okay after Os must talk more i don't care.

BEH JINGYINGGGG.
aren't you touched that i ran all the way up to sixth floor to take photo with you. :d
haha, perth with you was like supersupersuper fun.
i still remember you will wu yuan wu gu call me then we will talk about random stuff!
that was fun. :D
stop being so thin manzx, eat more eat more hahahah. :D
omg i feel like the guan gao, the what "duo chi duo chi" thing.
whateverrrrr manzx. :D

HAHA JT!
stop calling me lianzx lah wahlao.
i'm not a lian okay!
anyway not much to say to you. :o
nexttt LOL.

ayeseh junwee.
you kuku, score so high for what LOL.
hohoho, i miss gossiping with you and bryan manzx.
whenever you hear have gossip your eyes will become like O.O then give the :D face.
funny lah hahaha.
i don't need to wish you good luck for Os manzx, you don't need it.
lol, on the last day of school everyone was still like taking photos of your result slip.
too pro already lah you.

ayeseh kelvin tay! :d
hahaha, last time you don't like me i don't like you.
but now okay le right?
hahaha, you super funny lah you.
stay macho okay! :D

kevin yeo!
yoyoyo! lol omg you should become a teacher.
then i can go YO MR YEO.
like ayeo like that. :o
woohoo random, hao lah hao lah, i remember last year NCC camp.
i let you drink my coke/pepsi i forgot what!
and i didn't even know you then LOL. :D
hahaha.

ayeseh khengleng!
4 years same class. :D
i know you veh rarely take photos so i veh honoured that you take photo with me okay hohoho.
dunno what else to say, i wish you good luck with your poly course thing. :d

LOL ONGKUEIRONG.
another 4 years same class de ren!
pei wo high and pei wo chang ge de ren. :D
hahaha, omg mr red face. idk why your face so red.
AND I SWEAR I HAVE A DIMPLE LOOK LOOK LOL. :D
okay lah, you stop emoing so easily okay.
must have a cheerful outlook on life. :D
and don't be so afraid of bugs LOL.
you'll grow up to be a bug catcher de, trust me AHAH.

leonquekleonquek!
okay i don't know you LOL.
i take photo shuang de. :D
but omg, sorry but, you really look like a monkey here LOL. :x
hao lah hao lah, i shall stop insulting you.
haha, may your amath get like super high because the librarian uncle dude tutored you in it. :D

melvin woooohooooo.
angela fan angela fan! :D
melvin must be macho lah hor!
don't always be so gay. :x
and stop thinking about BOOBS LOL.
horny kid. xD

LOL. TRAUMATISED.
i tell you why,
"From: Suan Fong FOO (FOO_Suan_Fong@moe.gov.sg)
Sent: 13 October 2008 07: 46AM
To: amandatmg@hotmail.com

Thanks amanda. Work hard as you have potential to do better, dear!"
omg he actually replied LOL.
and wth he called me dear again.
wahlaozx.
even though he's a hip principal who sms in to 98.7 but that's just wrong manzx.
LOL.

lol omfg screwed up hair again.
mrs chang mrs chang! :D
haha, sorry i always guailan you manzx.
thanks for offering to mark my practice emath papers. :D

LOL VONZ.
why you don't wanna go to our chalet wahlaozx.
pangseh kia. D:
haha jkjk.
i will go visit your box/shop thing de lah.
or at least i will tell people about it? lol.

miss loy!
haha omg i look fat. D:
anyway, thanks for being our form teacher. :d
must invite us to the wedding okay.

HAHA miss rani!
she was amazed by my phototaking skillzxzxzx.
:D
stay cuteeee and er, idk what else. :D

LOL ms saw trying to imitate my smile! omgomg so cute hahaha.
funnybunny.
she never send her inspiring relay down haizpo.

station tong station tong! :D
funnybunny mian bao chao ren. :D
stay nice okay.
everytime i see you, you're always with a :D on your face.
then makes people happy hahaha.
CI also right? jiayou manzx. :D

ayeseh, nigel!
haha, although you don't like to take photos you still give me mian zi, take with me.
thanks manzx. :D
guo ran shi bus 4 de ren.
never really talk much to you so i'm not veh sure what to say.
haha, i still remember my first 1v1 was with you.
and i got owned veh badly.
andddd that was embarrassing.
hahahaha. dunno manzx.
stay good in chem? lol.

OLIVEEEE AHHH~
my favourite auntie LOL. :d
no lah no lah, olive is awesomeeee.
funnybunny and her birthday was yesterdayyesterday!
happy birthday to olive and jacky. :D
stay auntie-ish. :D

woohooo qianyi!
don't be so stress.
must calm downnn.
too stress cannot study de. :D
relaxrelax, listen to soothing songs hahaha.
you know you can do it manzx. :D

woohoo qianyi and sean!
and omg i look fat, again. D:

wheee qihui! :D
continue being smart okaaay.
must talk more talk more. :D
don't so shy hohoho.

qiqi!
thanks for always lending me stuff so i can lend other peoplezxz.
even though they take veh long to return and i know you must be quite pissed off but you always veh nice.
so thanks manzx. :D

ROANNA ANNA ANNA EH EH EH~
:D:D
omggggg, roannaaaaaaaa ahaha.
studying with you all was like vehvehveh fun okay hello. :D
you don't sad already okay.
sometimes i see you crying then i also dk why you crying then i feel veh sad too. D:
must cheer up. :D
smilesmilesmile hohoho. :D

salllyyyyy.
long time no talk yeah?
in fact, actually i also forgot what happened between us.
but quite sad that we drifted apart yeah?
hope you score well for Os.
or rather, hope you achieve your dream of opening a bakery cause i know that's more important to you than results, if that's still your dream that is, hahaa. :D

sean lee yue hao!
hahaha, thanks for the chocolate yesterday. :D
i still rememberrrrrr the first day of sec3, ayeseh you were like so shuai.
then you talked and you totally ruined that image LOL.
no lah jkjk.
still veh shuai. :d
haha, must get A1 for chem okay!
if not ah, that time you say you tok if you never get A1 for chemmmm.
rememberremember? haha. :d

sharmaine!
most musically talented wassupzxzxzx.
haha, you like korean things a lot yeah?
idk really, never talk to you much either. :x
stay musically inclined hohoho.

woooohoooo shuling! :D
i still remember you veh hiong in PE LOL.
everyone xia dao that time.
hmm, what else to say what else to say.
okay idk what else to say.
thanks for being so nice manzx. :D

ayeseh shurongggg. :D:D
hahaha, funnybunny you let vivian cut your hair.
i still don't get why.
VIVIAN LEH.
okayokay i shall shaddup if not vivian will really come after me with a pair of scissors.
always have a :D on your face also.
don't fret over your results okay.
you jing bu le hen duo.
you can do it!

ayeseh songmong. :D
qifa de~
lol, never really talk much, that's kinda sad. D:
but i still remember you like gideon! hohoho.
that time you were nice and walked me home then we kept talking about gideon.
that was fun. xD
you also don't stress over your results already kay.
it's like you must pace yourself, don't try to match others just because they're currently leading.
but what if they falter at the end, then because of that you also get influenced?
soooo, my running analogy doesn't really make sense but i hope you get what i mean yeah?
jiayou, do your best hoho. :D

suying ahhhh~
the other photo you never close your eyes! :D
reallyreally hohoho.
what else, idk already.
i ran out of inspiring things to say LOL.
stay poised? :d

VIVIAN YOU BIMBOTICCCC PERSON.
haha no lah.
you're the least bimbotic person i know.
but you're the most lian person i know LOL.
don't try to deny it. :D
4 years classmate also okay.
thank you for also listening to me gossip/rant/complain/fa hua chi.
i know sometimes i veh annoying lah budden, you still ren me for so long.
thanks ah. :D
haha, don't need to be scared of _ already manzx.
i don't think you'll end up in the same school as _.
:D
hohohohohohoho what else hmm, oh yeah!
i still remember sec1.
jap classes together. that was fun yeah? :D
aishiteru nehzxzxzx viviannzxzxzx. :D

wanling!
didn't really talk to you much in 201.
but yeah, you were nice lah. :D
luck for Os. :D

HOHOHO wanying! :D
midautumnnnnn was the last time i talked to you i think.
then i found out you like rock LOL.
which is so not pei your image can?!
hahaha, dunno lah.
also good luck for Os to you. :d

aiyoeh ge ge!
weiliat ah weiliat ah weiliat.
whole day secretly emo at the back, you think i dunno right!
ahahhaa.
actually i really dunno. :x
anyway, you and i must work veh hard for physics!
then we show mr pandian our A1s and laugh in his face okay?
must have more confidence. :d
i know i haven't been doing a really good job as your mei, should have provided a listening ear.
this year never really talk much yet?
wish you good luck with _ okay.
:D

ayeseh i took a photo with weiming LOL.
eh no, not a photo. is two photos! :D
tico bin. :x
no lah no lah, weiming is a nice guy. :D
i think. :D

WEIQINGGG! :D
hahaha, you gave me my most awesome birthday gift ever manzx!
seeing click five live. :D
i miss fa hua chi-ing with you over jap guys/mcfly/whoever.
going out with you and yunlum that time to celebrate her birthday was fun lah okay.
we must go out more often. :D

wenxuan! hohoho.
stylomilo guy.
you improve like chao duo can.
work hard and then you can chopchopconfirm plus stamp achieve your dreams! :D

omg wikian took a photo wimme. :D:D
hahaha i will always remember you as "SMACK THAT ..... SMACK THAT ..... SMACK THAT..." :D
super gao xiao lah you.
oh! and i'll also always remember you as the good fashion sense guy. :D
stay funny okay, but don't be so guailan already! don't learn from zhaoming LOL.

willllllllllllllllllllllliiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.
angmoh dude lol. :D
funny dude also always crack me up.
nothing much to say either. :x

wilson!
ahhaha you confirm can do it for your Os okay.
jiayou manzxzx.

xiaohui!
you should talk more LOL. :D
you have a nice smile hohoho.
must smile more. :D

XIEJINGGGGG~
hahaha, everyone's favourite bian tai. :D
why you eat so muchhhhh and won't get fat.
tell me leh.
you always eat a lot budden you like gain muscle instead of fats okay.
super qiang. :D
i jealous of your chinese LOL.
no lah no lah, you can do it gogogogo. qiang zhe. :D

omg i look veh black. o_O
xiejing and zhouxuan. :D

YUNZX.
don't really know what to say because i have a lot to say!
ahhaha, you also don't suddenly emo diao okay.
you secret closet emo shizz.
emo must share with people then we can help you. :D
and you stop spraining your ankle i tell you!
accident prone kia hahaha. :d

xinzhi! :D:D:D:D:D
most caring de wasssupppp.
haha, you've always been a veh nice perosn then my ying xiang of you also always veh good.
you go skip more rope bah, maybe can grow taller LOL.
jkjkjkjk. :D
thanks for being so nice hohoho.
and you also don't think too much okay.
you're another one of those closet emo lah you.
share it with us and we can help de okay. :D

woohooo yanchng!
eh, i hope you're still writing songs. :D
you sing nice so continue singing okay!
andandandand wish you good luck with _. :D

yay yangyang! :D
stay cute hohoho.
go learn dancing together go learn dancing! :D
hiphop2 okay hiphop2. :D
don't so blur already! :D
i think sec3 camp with you and vivian in the teepee thing was like way fun.
especially when there was the huge spider in the toilet then weixin helped us kill it.
hohohoho then we would stay up late to gossip. :D
funnn. :D

yeaaaah wen.
LOL. :D
okay lah, i don't make fun of your name already.
woohoo i look veh black here damnit.
i didn't really talk to you much either during 201 de shi hou. :o
good luck for Os then! :D

YIJUN!
hahahaha. you've been an awesome friend also okay.
sec3 also not that close, only sec4 then start to talk more.
i'm sorry cause i think i didn't really help you much when you were sad. D:
but thanks for cheering me up when i was sad about my results okay!
and i did the papers you gave me. :D
so feel honoured! hohoho, because i never do any paper vonz gimme LOL.
you confirm kao veh hao one okay, don't think so much about english.
don't need to worry, your english confirm can get A1!
cause i bless you. :d
so jiayoujiayou!
or rather, jiayous.
LOL.

yisen!
my fellow chinese ponner LOL.
stop playing games lah okay.
Os are important. :D
haha, jiayouzx manzx and don't be late again rofl.

YONGLE! :D
hahaha yayyy bear!
omg i still remember last time during gunbound i would always call you bear because i was so sure that kon was a bear, not a lion.
and it's actually a lion. :o
malu~
haha, and also that time you, jasmin, me plus someone else yue hao early morning GunZ.
in the end, i was the only one who really woke up that early. :o
thenthenthen.
thanks for always accompanying me when i emo kid, study alone. :D
although you and i both look veh weird in this photo but the other one, your face is cut off soooo, i guess this is the best photo haha.
thanks again hohoho. :D

ayeseh loh yuan yi.
the dude who go to LJS and order salad. :D
hahaha, super dota pro hello!
and also results veh qiang de ren.
idk how you do it. :o
but you should stop laughing at me okay.
i smack you manzx.
jkjk, i still remember that time dota, i lane with you.
then i got ganged by iforgotwho then you totally just abandon me LOL.
jianhuo rofl.
no lah, you veh nice okay hohoho.

OMG YUAN MY FELLOW HUA CHI DE!
sec3 never talk to you much, only during sec4 when i sat beside you then we keep talking and talking and talking!
wasted lah, we should have sat near each other earlier LOL.
omgomgomg fun talking to you manzx.
super fun. :D
hohoho.
anything just come find me lah okay! hohoho. :D

yuhaozx!
learn dancing learn dancing!
haha hiphop better than reggae lah okay!
:D
whee chaletchalet.
i hope it turns out okay. :D:D

ayeseh lumpy.
also another 4 years peng you.
hahaha, i have a lot to say to you okay wong yun lumpzx.
you better get me a super nice present after i bought the guitar for you LOL.
no lah, you always know how to make me laugh.
then yeah, thank you haha. :D
omg mushy ewww.
although sometimes you laugh AT me rofl.
whateverrr, you fa hua chi wimme also! :D
and __ is mine LOL.
no lah, jkjk, i let you have him rofl.
you don't stress out over your results also lah kay.
you can do it, you so qiang de hohoho.
jiayou behzx.

omg diva alert!
haahha no lah yuxuan. :D
you're awesome also, whole day crack me up with your impersonations.
never really talk to you much either, idk why.
you are so gonna make it as an entertainer manzx. :D

ayeseh, longest friend i have.
same primary school class for 3 years then come to nanhua same class for 2 years.
so actually i know him for like what 10 years? ;o
haha cool manzx.
you look fat in this picture i'm sorry. :x
don't so guailan already kay.
then hor, if you really gonna _ to _ at _ then i wish you all the best!
ni ke yi de. :D
your singing not bad lah okay, really.
just don't so zhuai. :D

4 years friend againnnn wassupppp.
ahahahha. you ah, also another zhuai kia.
must be humble lah okay! :D
you should go change your surname to high.
lool.
or rather high at night.
you at night really chao high.
listen to flight of the bumblebee too much issit? :O
LOL JK. please don't kill me. :D

zhicheng funny sleeping man!
whole day sleep still can get so good results.
i jealous. D:
haha, luck for Os lah okay. :D

zhiweeeeiii!
you also considered 4 years friend bah, even though not in the same class. :o
i miss going to your house and joking around with you, hoongjia and mop.
ahahha, dumbass you still owe me my FF7!
you also don't stress already lah kay.
too stress then white hair come out again thenthen you have to go dye hair again rofl.
as long as you feel that you did your best then i think that's enough, you don't have to keep pushing yourself to be something you're not okay. :D

last picture! :D zhouxuanzhouxuan.
hahaha always see you with a :D on your face also.
so stay happy. :d
luck for Os also hahaha.

okay, i'm supposed to go to the library.
and i'm like kinda late. D:
so closure ceremony photos later today/tomorrow okay.
i'm sorry. :(
byebye blog.

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