• 1:13 PM, 31.3.07
everyone who believed in me,i'm so veryveryvery sorry.
i didn't even go for the round two auditions.
why?
ask my beloved mother.
she threw some hissy fit just because i didn't want to bring my jacket.
and refused to bring me there.
and my dad doesn't even care.
i don't think he knows i'm even auditioning.
so now i'm rotting at home.
waiting for 5.30 to come.
so that css people can call me and i can tell them then i withdraw from the competition.
really sorry to you guys.
it's not that i don't wanna do you guys proud,
okaay?
i cried like some mad woman when my mom bitched on to my dad.
she even made it out like it was my fault.
please la.
what kind of mother slaps their daughter for not wanting to wear a jacket.
frigging crazy ass woman.
singing was all i had.
and you had to take it away from me.
well fine, you win.
i won't sing a note from this day onwards.
EDIT.
my dad was nice enough to offer me a ride there.
but he couldn't make it for the whole thing.
cause he has this super important meeting to go to.
so whatever.
i lost my voice from the crying.
with mothers like this, who needs enemies?