• 4:30 PM, 31.3.08
tian ah, i'm so sorry 403.
as predicted, i screwed up the relays.
i'm so frigging sorry. T_T
without me, you all could have gotten better results.

4x100.
in tbe beginning, when we were waiting.
my hands were actually TREMBLING. and i stabbed my own thumb with the safety pin. :/
first runner was yanchng.
second runner was qianyi.
third runner was yuhao.
fourth was me.
the beginning people were like super fast lah, we managed to get 2nd leh.
then because of like me, in the end we got like 5th.
it's like, i totally spaced out and forgot that i was supposed to be sprinting.
in my mind i was like, don't start too fast, don't start too fast, later behind no energy.
then i realised that FRIGG, IT WAS 100M.
awesome job manzx.

4x400.
first runner was yanchng.
second runner was vivian.
third runner was me.
fourth runner was xiejing.
yanchng was awesome and managed to get third.
vivian overtook someone. even though the other person overtook her back but still, HELLOOOOO vivian was fabbbb.
then obviously me, i sucked. i did nothing but widen the gap between the second runner and myself.
xiejing tried her best lah, budden because of my noobness, she couldn't catch up. D:
sorrrrrrrry omfg.

didn't catch the guys 4x100.
sorry. T_T

guys 4x400 was awesome.
we got like 2nd.
weiliat first runner! super fast and he collapsed when he reached chaypioh.
chaypioh zoomed away and like got first or something.
yijun was third? i think he maintained first?
wenxuan chionged veryvery fast too budden that stupid lauzhiwei lah lol.
he spammmzx. but it's okay, 2nd is really good too.
wenxuan collapsed after running too. leg cramp i think.
on the day itself, i'm sure our 403 guys will rise to the challenge.
i wish i had their motivation.

ah well, went around giving people flowers for good luck today.
learnt how to fold them from yuanyuan. :D
apparently it helped weichong hahaha.
too bad no one gave me a flower!
but i think even if someone give also no use, i beyond hope haha.

zzzzzzz tomorrow hopefully can finish netball interclass once and for all.
and i think 403's playing tomorrow also. against the erm, sec2 bballers?
then erm, yeah, sorry 403. D:

• 7:20 PM, 30.3.08
tomorrow's the heats for sports day and i feel like crap.
i don't wanna run.
i think i'll pull the whole team down for both relays.
damn, i wonder if it's like too late to switch with someone.

• 8:47 PM, 29.3.08
neneh, run fail again.
everything cok up lol. i walked around alone for like 40 minutes can.
and i walked in/out of clementi stadium like 3 times. :/
blergh, in the end even though yijun showed up, i decided not to run.

somehow ended up walking back to central with sec3s.
if i remember correctly their names are zining, zhengyang, xiaoyi and some dude whose initials are gs.
didn't feel like returning home so early, so played lan with them.
played until like 1 plus? then went back home.
found out my mom scammed me because we were only going to the bday party thing at like what, 4.30?
i could have played longer rawr.

stoned till like 6 plus and we STILL haven't left the house lol.
chatted on the phone for around one hour then finally left the house.
zoomzoom, reached cousin's house.
my eardrums got assaulted by their shrill screams as soon as i entered the function room.
i was like WTF?
i think the function room is soundproof.
from outside, i couldn't hear anything. then when i stepped in, it was like WHOA.
kids running around playing with "lightsabers", riding scooters and everything.
everyone there was either too old or too young to have a decent conversation with. :/

went out to explore the estate and ended up looking at the stars.
i hate the sky in singapore. i want the australian sky, with like dozens of twinkling stars as far as the eye can see.
today, there was only ONE brightly lit star. and that was kinda sad.
got scammed 3 times by a bird. o_O
the first time it flew past, i was like OMFG SHOOTING STAR.
then i realised it was a bird.
second time and third time went something like that too.
by the fourth time, i didn't give a damn lol.

aunt and uncle joined me in stargazing for awhile, though i think they were more interested in the comfy chairs than the scenery.
luckily, there are still nice people who exist in the world who are willing to entertain me.
climbed up allllll the way to this tennis court thing which was like at the 4th story or something.
talked on the phone for another hour.
by then it was like, 10 plus?

so went up to my uncle's house and stoned.
the channels avaliable were weird lol.
so forced myself to watch this japanese horror movie thing with the girl lead from Nobuta Wo Produce acting in it.
basically i forgot what happened all the way from then until like now.
which is kinda sad.
but whatever, i need sleep.
bye.

• 5:33 PM, 28.3.08
QUOTE FROM KUEIRONG, "OH MY TIAN."
THERE'S A CHUNK OF FLESH MISSING FROM MY FINGER. T_T
okay, that sounds uber gross.
lol, but it's trueeeee.
like my right index finger was bleeding all of a sudden and i didn't know why.
then i realised it's cause one small chunk of flesh was gone, thus causing the blood.
wowooww, gory hahaha. okay not really. just disgusting omg.

blerghhh, today was npcc! originally wanted to run until like 4.30, but in the end idk what happened hahaha.
before that, chinese was idiotic LOL.
no offence to 404 but mdm foo talk veryveryvery irritating. :o
like it's a machine gun, shooting bullets non-stop.
she seriously doesn't need to breathe.
then our corner kept spamming SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh whenever she talked hahaha.

nenehpokpokpokpok.
i hate my voice now.
i think i sound like a crow.
at least, i squawk like one. and omfg it's so unsightly. T_T
kkkkk, i'm not gonna talk already. :/

oh, anyway, changed into PT kit at like what, 4?
lol, stoned in NP room for awhile until sir came in to like ask what we were doing.
so i went out for awhile to find people blahblahblah came back then watch people highjump. ;o
helped the miss saw? to support the high jump thing because i was damn afraid that it would fall and whack me LOL.
oh, and changjing gave me his wedges LOL.
cause he thought going to games le, then he wanted to change.
but in the end contingency plan, so hhahaha! :D
but the wedges got stolen by jessabelle and yunlum anyway. :/
then i got scolded for helping miss saw looool, you neneh lah you bryan.

blahblahblah teach sec1 drills blahblahblah.
no voiceeee lol.
blahblahblah debrief at staircase where it was uber stinky because everyone was hot and sweaty and the weather was stuffystuffy.
blahblahblah after dismiss, went to talk to xavier, boonbin and benglin at basketball court.
talk until even more no voice LOL.

showed off the sexy basketball photos that i took yesterday! >D
i feel proud of myself. :D
have people jio me to be official photographer LOL.
kidding, kidding.

bused to central with banghao, boonbin, jianhui, xavier, zhiwei, benglin and raymond!
then benglin and raymond pangseh. D:
so the rest go eat dinner together.
i eat xia mian without xia tyty. :D
errrrr, forgot what i wanted to blog about already.
i think i took half an hour plus to type all this out.
distracteddistracted lol.

tomorrow runrunrun in the morning.
please don't rain~ :3

• 4:01 PM, 27.3.08
oh my tian i just realised that in my morning post i only said jiayou peeps playing in basketball.
but nvm, since we didn't get to play netball, again.
lightning alert no use lah. :/
basketball also continue to play what lol.
boooo, should be postponed to next tues! ;o

anywayanyway, amanda lost her voice. D:
and i don't even know why.
i didn't shout or anything.
i think cause too depressed LOL.
aiya depressed over a lot of things seh.

whateverrrrrr, i bet no one wants to hear about my sob story. :)
nvm, talk about basketball match.
403 managed to own the sec1s, 37-8.
:D managed to catch the second half of their match!
thank you to khengleng and zhengyang for taking photos during the first half. :D

spammed photos during 401 and 402 match because nicky asked me to.
and turns out he was joking. lol.
i took like 1xx photos. :/
blergh whatever.
some are really artistic haha.

ah.
i think the best part of today was the friendly match after everything.
with xinyun, roanna, feini, cherngyew, bryan and junwee.
although i did nothing, i kinda enjoyed it. :]

running today failed yet again.
during lightning alert, ran a few rounds around school.
diff people ran for diff rounds.
brandon, wikian, sean?, zhengyang, vivian all ran lol.
i managed to keep up with brandon when he was on his er, 5th round.
yay me. :)

i still haven't taken out the french plaits that xueyao tied for me. :o
wow, damn bu she de.
haha, okay. nothing to do/say.
i'm hungry. food i ate today: schmexaye oreo evia gave me! :D 1.20 laksa lolol. nugget bugger. :D and i think like 4 bottles of icelemon tea?
and once again i think no one's interested haha.

whateverwhatever i need to unwindddddd.
sorry vivian, i think i wasn't really good company today. :o
sorry for snapping at layching and zhiyun too i think. you guys just caught me in a bad mood. :s
sorry for whoever i was curt to.
but oh, i'm so not sorry to _.
oh no, not one bit.

despair and desolation, coupled with lies.
apparent even though smothered in deceit.


• 2:30 AM,
Take off your makeup and put down the camera,
choke on the drama that makes me want to,
tear up the pictures, the pages you've saved,
creating a life of trends and make believe.

I've got no place in my heart for a criminal like you to dwell in
this endeavor, make this last forever.
I'm just delirious.
You can't be serious.
You're so infamous for leaving me a mess.


peeps playing in interclass basketball later, jiayou. :D

• 2:23 PM, 26.3.08
LOL NENEH, i come home tio xialan by my mother, again.
i told her i was out running, and she laughed at me.
"HAHAHA, YOU THIS KIND OF PATTERN, RUN SIMI? CONFIRM LOSE."
lolol, kinda true that i rarely run but heyyyy, not that pathetic can.

pokpokpok, anyway, i think the dude in the sky who decides what weather it is for today seriously doesn't want me to run. :o
it's like everytime i say i wanna run, it starts to rain. D:
and even better, when we (vivian, yanchng, suying, yuhao, wenxuan, weiliat and me!) went to bukit gombak to run, we only realised that the track was under construction when we reached the stadium itself. D:
so didn't run today either.
like omg we only have 4 more days!

poof, burning peanuts today was kinda fun i guess.
made me hungry. o_O
and i got the wrong results LOL. but it's okaaaay, ain't the real thing anyway. right? :s

andandand, we took class photos woo!
i think they look awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and most of us managed to take photos with MRS LEUAR LOLOLOL.
it's damn nan de can.
woohoo, i felt so high after that
then i took another photo with wikian LOL.
made me even high-er omg.
today was like "Take A Photo With People Who Don't Usually Take Photos" day.
omgomgomg funfunfunfun.

okay, nothing to say already.
i have to go and rush out a speech for the panel discussion thing tomorrow.
bye yo. :D

• 1:50 PM, 25.3.08
omfg i feeeeeel the burn.
it's like my feet ache, my ankles ache, my toes ache, my thighs ache, my shoulders ache, my back aches, my fingers ache.
in short, basically every single part of my body aches like zomgwtfbbqgrilledsalmon.
i thinkkkkk i'm seriously lacking in the stamina department.
like omg, chaypioh ran like 6.xx km today without like really exerting himself.
vivian ran like 2.x km nonstop and after that still continued to walkwalkwalk.
me? i ran like 1.x km then cmi already. D:

it's like gymmmm was fun lah lol.
originally wanted to run track, but in the end due to wet weather, we activated the CONTINGENCY PLAN. (yeah man, i spelt it correctly this time. >D)
so go gym! lolol. it was like damn paiseh walking to central with my schmexaye B.First shoes LOL. i wore those shoes during sec1/2 manzx.
cause due to the extremely heavy rainnnnn yesterday, my shoes got drenched. D:
and i got a high fever too, but that's like for later.
so after buying a towel from NTUC (chaypioh forgot his.), we walked to the gym!
andddddd ran, yeah.
but before that i changed into vivian's school shoes and she changed into her sport shoes. :D benefit both parties lolol.

after running the long distance thing, i tried to run 400m!
neneh, i couldn't even hit below 2 minutes.
according to wenxuan, we should hit like 1 minute and 30 seconds to get an average timing.
haha, then vivian tried, and she managed to get like 0.01 second slower than me.
but it's like, she ran SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much before that, and i ran SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO little.
depression nia lmao.

after running, decided to go do something else.
so vivian and i mostly watched chaypioh use all the equipment, cause we didn't know nuts. :o
then we attempted to ride the bicycle thing, before chaypioh came along and told us it would shorten our hamstring. like, !!!! omg?
so basically walked around and stoned for quite long.
then tried some other different machines.
quite productive i guess. :D

i think we stayed for like 1 hour plus?
otw out, went back to NTUC because vivian needed her drinkszx.
then we got advice from chaypioh!
about running. :o
and he sounded damn chimmmmmmmm.

walkwalkwalk, walk back home, collapsed onto the computer chair.
the nooby B.First shoes are like damnnn uncomfortable lol.
i got blisters forming on my feet already. T_T
tomorrow i'm seriously switching to a backpack.
at first i thought the adidas had bigger surface area, wouldn't hurt my shoulders so much because all the things inside were spread out.
my theory was wrong. T_T
so backpack it is! to prevent me from becoming a hunchback omgomgomg.

yesterdayyyyyyy night, around like 8, i died.
:o
well, almost.
it's like, when i stood up, everything was suddenly like blurry and i couldn't see no shit.
then i started to have breathing problems like omg i can't breathe.
sat back down and waited for the dizzyness to pass.
when i stood up again, slowly, this time, i managed to walk to my bedroom without really collapsing.
mom noticed the whole thing and followed me into the bedroom.
apparently i was burning up!!!111!!oneone!!oneexclamationmark
tried to take my temperature but the thermometer got spoilt once i put it in my mouth LOL.
so contented myself with just lying there, and feeling super horrid.

somehow i dozed off, and when i woke up in the morning i felt better yay!
so i went to school a happy person, with my B.First shoes, geeky specs. :D
then died during the lessons because i kept falling asleep.
except for chinese, because i had to stand, because of SOMEBODY. -coughllfcough-
because that SOMEBODY likes to spam us with lotsa homework and that SOMEBODY ain't got no sense of time, thus giving us like frigging short deadlines.
and that SOMEBODY sucks, big time.
btw SOMEBODY and sssssssssssssssssssssomeone is like totally different.
one's so chio manzx. :D

oh, and erm, hmmmmm, i slept throughout everything else, yeah.
tried to take photos because i brought my camera because missloy told me that i could take photos during her bio lesson/CEP but nooooooo, she talked about bio. D:
blergh, not really a lot of photos today either.
i thinkkkkkk best is tomorrow chiong lor.

zoomzoom, tomorrow's bio spa. burn peanuts, burn!
i don't think i can go see Koizora tomorrow omg.
i can't believe i actually forgot about ittttt.
damnit lah. :/ i reallyerallyreallyreallyerally wanna go see!
thursday is interclass netball!
and i think i'm playingggg.
ahhh later i drag down the team how. :o
pfft, depressing thoughts lololol.
nvm, i believe in my teammates. >D

okayokay, tomorrow's WANZHENG'S BIRTHDAY.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg happy birthday chiobuzx.
i don't think you'll see this though.
hahahha.

off to watch take the lead.
buhbye. :D

• 3:07 PM, 24.3.08
403 guys are zilian LOL.
they see a camera then they go HIGHHHH.
brought camera to school today because missloy said we could take the class montage photos today.
turns out there are no bio lessons or whatever.
so just chionged pictures before/after enrichment.
some pictures turned out really nice! :D
i love candids.

after the Group Smarties (To Be) meeting,
walked to central with wong, cheong, tan and lee! wong and cheong left so only chaypioh and sean ate dinner with me. :O
we ateee sumo house. since chaypioh was like super insistent that we can't eat KFC due to the cruelty to their chickens. don't ask me "what KFC cruelty?", i refused to listen when he told us the gory story.
oh yeah, speaking of gory stories, xueyao and weiqing were like telling us the story of rule #1 and omfg it sounded damn freaky. ._.
i think i'm gonna have nightmares. t.t

anyway back to today, dinner at sumo house.
we all order ika slice haha.
the woman helped me special order again.
ate till i was reallyreallyreally full.
and got xialan-ed all the way by chaypioh.

AND OH YEAH, SPEAKING OF XIALAN.
enrichment was like, justin asked me to go sit with him, so being the nice person that i was, i went over to sit with him.
then wtf? benglin kp so much. neneh then everyone think i flirt. -.-
justin and benglin, this is all your fault. -.-
thenthenthen i :D to chunyung, raymond come xialan me also.
spam MISS RANI MISS RANI MISS RANI.
neneh i curse all your hair drop out. -.-
like wtf lah, i smile to my sec2 friend your problem ah.
neneh lahhhh. angrypo.

zzz, omg remembering them made me sink into a bad mood.
ah whatever, i stop blogging.
might edit, might upload the photos.
bye.

• 9:22 AM, 23.3.08
i wanna psycho my dad into giving me his blackberry.
my current phone is like woohoo, reallyreally slow.
laggish phone. :/ dumb. but my plan ain't up yet. T_T
ahhh, i guess i'll have to make do with it until i score like totally awesome grades and can get him to buy me a new phone.

later is library withhhh hoongjia and MOP!
haha, haven't seen mop in a longlonglonglonglongnongnongnong time.
blergh, it doesn't seem like it's gonna rain so i can't wear my hoodie out. :/
now my bag's gonna be bulginggggg and it'll look horrible like wtf.
ahhh i don't know i don't know.
spam homework.

hopefully i can psycho my dad into buying me a psp too.
i need SOME form of entertainment. :/

• 4:23 PM, 22.3.08
omg i wasted my 403rd post on the contact lens thing LOL.
anyway, finally back! :D
morning flag day, i prepared myself for lotsalotsa smiles at random strangers and lotsalotsa rejection LOL.
tsk, we waited till like 9 something before setting out.
because of SEAN LEE that duapaikia.
we were all like waiting for him haha.
then camp outside nanhua for awhile.

first donation of the day: mrs leuar cc! :D she donated 2 bucks. super nice lol.
second and third: canteen auntie and security guard LOL.
i think lotsa people were like laughing at me. :/
saying i despo loool.
but i really despo sia zzz.
i was too afraid that later when we went outside, no one would donate. D:

jieqiang was my fourth donor! LOL. we exchanged donations. :D
yonghui stole my sticker wtffffffffff. i ask him for donations, he steal my sticker. :/
fifth donor is mr chew(?)! LOL. omg after so long i still don't know how to spell his name. :x he donated two bucks too! >D
then after lotsalotsa waiting, chaypioh and sean finally came out.
so vivian, khengleng, kueirong, zhengyang, chaypioh, sean and i set off on a perilous journey to go collect money from total strangers. :D
blergh, took bus to central where we found out that xinyu already reached her quota (WTF) because two super kind people donated 10$ each and some other nice person donated 5 bucks.
like omgggg that's so nice of them.
corrine got a 1$ US coin or something LOL.
then saw lotsa people, talktalk chatchat.

went to bus interchange to take bus to some market place in jurong west?
lol yeah.
then we got donations from the bus drivers LOL.
one bus driver was like saying he'll donate blood.
haha, everyone in the bus interchange was like giving us the >_> look, totally afraid that we'll like go up to them and ask for donations. :S
then in the end when we were on the bus, the people who came to the upper level all don't wanna sit near us LOL.
we were like saying what if one guy walk up, then see all of us sitting there with the Singapore Cancer Society blue bag thing, xia dao, roll down the stairs. LOL.
that would be damn funny. :o

so reached the place, realised that there were already LOTS OF PEOPLE THERE OMG?
jingying's bag was practically BULGING.
i was damn jealous lol.
then vivian and i went to the park to find people whom haven't donated already, because it was like really A LOT OF NANHUA PEOPLE IN THE MARKET PLACE OMG.
and then we saw;


LOL. WE BOTH TIO SHOCKED HAHAHA.
we were like walking through the HDB then suddenly saw this ominous shadow.
so we went to take a closer look, being the fearless adventurers that we were.



and this was what we saw!
LMAO, i think it's a life sized figurine of an Orc from WoW.
how cool is that omg.
but someone just threw it away like that, poor orc.



see! it's disfiguredddd. D:
i bet that's why the person abandoned it like that.
tsktsk, irresponsible owner.
haha, i was damn afraid that the figurine would just suddenly BOO me when i took this closeup photo.
cause it was superrrrr lifelike.
and it was like uber tall too.

zoomzoom, after getting over our shock of the figurine, we went to get donations. :D
hahaha, after that meet back at the bus stop and then took bus to Taman Jurong.
since we really no business at the market place. D:
i was so frigging despo then i smsed every single sec3 on my contact list to come down and support us.
and only three replied. :/ none of them actually came down to donate.
i feel so wonderful man. hahaha.
ended up at Taman Jurong CC omg. i missed that place haha.
hiphop lessonsssss~

luckily for us, no one went there. :D
so quite productive i guess.
i was like spamming stickers LOL.
even if they never donate, if they have kids, i auto give them sticker. :x
and have one time, three kids RAN towards me to get a sticker LOL.
each donated like 10 cents and then asked for the sticker in this super shy voiceeee omg.
and one boy headbutted me LOL. by accident lah, cause he couldn't brake in time, then boom.
and omgggggggggg one guy who donated HAD ONLY ONE EYE.
i don't know why, but his right eye is just an indent.
and he had a slit for an eye. the whole right side of his face was like caved in.
it was uber freaky, but he was nice anyway. and donated two bucks. :D

when it was like erm, 12? we decided that we could stop gunning for donations already.
but it was super unfair because chaypioh's mom came down and donated TEN BUCKS EACH to kueirong and zhengyang.
i didn't know if she donated to chaypioh but i bet she did, since like, he's her son loool.
i complained until kueirong gimme 2 bucks LOL.
actually wanted to go to chaypioh's house to play basketball.
but decided against it in the end, because of time constraint. :o
so just went to this SUPER ISOLATED MACS at IDK where.
on the way there we saw this!



we thought it was a stuffed bird at first.
but it wasn't! :O
it was aliveeeeeeeee.
just that it didn't really move, except for the very rare twitch.
andandand otw to macs we talked about SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOMEONE. LOL entertainment sia.
and we helped vivian to finish her first page of stickers also.
by doing THIS!



LOL. at first it was just smacking each other on the back and sticking the stickers there.
then evolve into making nanhua school crest with the stickers LOL.
model is our boss! tan chaypioh hahaha.
sean was like smacking the stickers onto chaypioh's chest LOL. :x

errr, stoned at the macs for quite long.
and it was really EMPTY.
we saw mrchia and mswassan! mr chia donate 50 cents nia. :x
zoomzooomzoom, took bus back to central because like ohmg we were lateeee.
otw back, entertained myself by watching teeveeeeee loool.
erm, went back and returned the thing.
met chao and got the book!!! called "for one more day" by Mitch Albom.
seems reallyreally good. i think it shall be my bedtime story today. >D

haha, after that was movieeeeee with the same people.
chionged to JP for the 2.30 slot. watched Step Up 2 again. :D
we got like 2nd row seats, and had to strain our neck haha.
dancingdancingdancing was AWESOME.
and the girl with the accent was CUTE lolllll. seriously, i think the way she talks damn cute/funny. :D

finished the movie around like what, 4 plus?
khengleng, sean and zhengyang left.
so the remaining people went to walk around then stoned near the escalator place.
talked about lotsa random stuff like running and twit fashion LOL.
in the end got tired of standing and went to eat Bento Box!
yay my recommendation. :D
everyone took turns to eat LOL.
all in all we spent like 3 hours there, just talking about stuff.

stuff we talked about included;
-hot guys!
-hot girls!
-chaypioh's obsession with boonbin LOL.
-getting into fights.
-running again.
-201 peeps.
-why _ ain't cuter than boonbin LOL.
-more on boonbin.
-jungui! LOOOL. vivian and chaypioh wanted to call jungui to come down, because vivian missed talking to him LOOOL.
-cute people!

and i forgot what else. hahahaha.
finally left Bento Box around like 8.
took MRT with kueirong.
otw back i saw this group of twits wearing OHMGWTFGRILLEDFISH RAINBOW COLOURED SKINNIES.
ahha okay not really. but if you add them all up they could seriously form a rainbow.
each one of them wore a different colour skinnies wtf.
i spied purple, red, black, white, idk what other colours because i didn't wanna look at them too long in case they thought i was giving them the EVIL EYE and decided that they would come hoot me up. :o
then when i walked past them, i heard them catcalling and i was like "wtf? which suay girl caught their eye." and i realised it was me OMG?
so then i didn't know whether to feel flattered that they thought i was catcall-worthy material or whether i should feel disgusted that they thought i was catcall-worthy material. :s
spedwalk back home after that LOL.
i liked today. :D
i remember i wanted to blog a lot more.
but rushing for time okaaay, play gunbound LMFAO.
kkkkkkkkk byebye blog. :D

• 3:47 AM,
Every morning, especially on weekdays, and some stray weekends, i can't help but drop a few tears.
sometimes it might be only a few, sometimes it might be a whole waterfall of tears.
but it's out of my control, i can only watch helplessly and the tears stream down my face and paint a desolate picture.
oh, it isn't because of school.
and no it isn't because of friends either.
don't even think about relationships.
and it can't possibly be about family.
you want to know the reason why i cry every morning?
well, i'll let you in on the deepest, darkest secret ever!
it's becauseeee,

I HAVEN'T MASTER THE ART OF PUTTING IN THE CONTACT LENSES YET. :S
LOL.
bet i caught you guys off guard.
but seriously, i still can't help but poke myself in the eye everytime i put on contact lenses. T_T
call me a noob but, blergh, it's been like what, 3 months?

hahaha, i'm going to go collect money from strangers now.
:D
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

• 6:19 PM, 21.3.08
The truth is tearing up my heart.
I can't recognize this place,
The endless road without a stop sign.
Can't even find a stranger this time.

Why am I still holding back my tears?
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear.
Every chord still seems a wonder,
How we could be together.
Every time I ask if this,
Would be the last.

Why am I still talking to myself?
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell.
Every song might calm the weather.
But it just draws me deeper.
How do I get out of this,
I think I never will.

A crystal forming in the eye.
Maybe this would be the last.
The winding path down my face.
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside,

Why am I still holding back my tears?
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear.
Every chord still seems a wonder,
How we could be together.
Every time I ask if this,
Would be the last.

Why am I still talking to myself?
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell.
Every song might calm the weather.
But it just draws me deeper.
How do i get out of this,
I think I never will.
I never will.

hahaha, old song by JJ! :D
english version of hai pa.
i think it's aweeeeesome. :D

mmmmmmm, still bored to tears.
i think flag day tomorrow is seriously gonna stink.
i mean, i don't even donate to them usually.
and now i'm asking people to donate to me?
gosh i feel like a hypocriteeeeeeeee.

but then most of the time i do buy those like 10$ thing!
just, not the drop coin inside.
i don't really know why.
zzz.
the drop coin thing is like, less costly too. :/
gosh i'm dumb.

whateverrrrr, people, when you see me tomorrow walking around asking people for donations,
please donate! donate generously too kaaayy.
since the dude said we had to get like 20$ at least or something like that.
totally dumb rawr.

but it's actually for a good cause.
it's to raise money for the cancer patients and stuff so yeah.
be nice.
:D

and omg jing and xinyun, i feel so frigging tempted to watch Koizora on the net.
T_T
loooool.
but it's okay, i'm strong.
i will persevere until wednesday!

• 1:39 PM,
neneh. i just realised that the previous post was actually the 400th.
and not the 401st. my bad. i cok eye. D:

wtf, i'm like so bored that i actually went to play AI.
anddddd people who know me should know how much i detest AI. D:
and being bored is zomgwtfbbq but getting IGNORED when you're bored is even zomgwtfbbqchickenwing worthy.
i decidedddd. people who dao me aren't worthy. D:
LOL.
omg i sound so weird blergh.

anywaaay, someone responded yay!
chaohsien is a nice person omg.
feature him on my blog for being the only one who never dao me! :D

hahaha. i'm actually going to watch "Meet the Spartans" for entertainment. :s
once again, thanks to chao for link.
omgggg life is way boring. T_T
i think if it keeps up like this for the rest of the weekend, i would rather sleep the whole day away. :/
omg pigpigpigpig.

okay whatever blog. :/
byeeeee.

• 6:46 PM, 20.3.08
blergh. 1.21b is out for FT.
and kr and i didn't realise.
so we spent like half an hour? or maybe more than that.
wondering why we couldn't see no rooms.
dumbbbbbbb.
fook this is irritating.
okay byebye.

/edit
OKAY HI!
finished the dota match and WOOHOOOOOOOOO i didn't feed. :D
9:2 hahaha.
i think it's my best game so far. :x
which is kinda sad. LOL.
but never mind, i shall perservere.
one day i'll reach shikai's standard. >D
LOL OMG I'M HALLUCINATINGGGGGGG.

oh yeah ohyeah!
good news: amanda improved from being the 36th in class to the 16th! :D
bad news: i got 3 for my redox test LOL. upon 25. :x
good news: i'm Group Smarties! (To Be)
bad news: i can't think of any hahhaha.
:D

totally diff mood from just now LOL.
but yeaaah, now i'm tireddd.
so i'm gonna go sleep now.
and wake up tomorrow, and stone even more. :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now. for real.

FYI; this is the 401st post on this blog!
wowowow. 2 more posts and it'll be the 403rd.
wheeee i love my class. :D

• 2:29 PM,
from shikai's pm omg.

IT'S FRIGGING CUTE CAN LOL.
pikachuuuuuuuu! :D
caramelldansen! :D
hahahahah.
then i went to search for more,
and i found L LOL.

omg too adorable. :D

omg this too!
okay, don't feel like blogging about today.
bye. :D

• 4:11 PM, 19.3.08
LOLL. today is a very important day.
you know why?
because my mother mastered the skill of xialan-ing. :/
and not just xialan-ing ANYBODY. but her own daughter looool.

me: "i'm going NP today."
mom: "YOU GO NP?!"
me: "errr, yeah?"
mom: "WAH. you know the marchmarch thing ah?"
me: "they're called drills and yeah, i know."
mom: "so today you going to do these, drills ah?"
me: "nope, teaching drills."
mom: "........ WAH YOU CAN TEACH PEOPLE AH?!"
me: "..."
mom: "HAHAHAHA. you sure bo?"
me: "..."
mom: -continues laughing all the way into the car-

omgggg that's so damn frigging sad.
my own mother doesn't believe i can teach. t.t
tsktsk, what kind of mother doesn't believe in her own daughter. D:

anddd i lost my voice. LOL.
i think it was cause i shout "OH IT WAS SAD" too loudly. :s
now i have a schmexayeeee voice hahaha.
can go seduce people with it LOL jkjk.

errrr, nothing much to say about today.
just that omg i feel damn noob.
can't run, can't play ball, can't do nuts haha.
it's a sad sad life that i lead. D:

tomorrow isssss thursday. blergh. thursdays.
good thing is that friday is a holiday! :D
bad thing is that i don't wanna stay at home. :/
i wonder if i'm still grounded, lol.

and WTF gareth gates gave me the "WTF are you looking at me for" look.
idk what's his problem manxz.
i didn't do no shit to him. D: pfftttt.
LOL yunlum said that he was going to get his beng friends to beat me up. omg. :o

ahhh, lunch with xinyi tomorrrrrrrow zoom.
errr nothing to say.
it's like freakyfreaky hello.
someone stole my brain and rendered me unable to continue blogging. :/
goshhhhhhhh random: i don't wanna ORD so early. lol.

andandandand i feel like someone secretly stuck a PostIt note on my back that says;
"hey, ignore me! :D"
and that feeling ain't very pleasant.
mmmmmmmmm whatever, bye blog. :D

• 12:24 PM, 18.3.08
i think i'd make a rather hot guy. :O
LOL.
omgosh randommmmmm.
was contemplating that in class loooool.
and yay, some people actually agreed with me. :D

andandand i was thinking about what yunlum said just now.
i mean, if the Apocalypse is really gonna like happen when we're 20 years old.
i don't really care LOL.
i mean, even if we die right, i'm glad that i die around that age.
i don't want to be like remembered as like some old haggard crone, i'd rather be reminisced as a successful (hopefully) errr, woman that is still filled with life.
not that there would be anyone to remember me if the Apocalypse does really happen. :/

budden seriously, i don't wanna die like a long, drawn out death filled with pain when i'm like super old.
maybe i might like die peacefully in my sleep when i'm like 80 years old or something, but from the period of time like 60 - 80, i would still be like suffering.
and i would be imposing on my grandchildren/children as well.
i don't think i would like that.
nuh-uh, i don't like that at all. :/

but HAHA, anyway i'm not even 16 yet.
thinking way too much.
hi priorities, meet i don't give a damn.
i hate hearing my mother lecture me rawr.
especially when it's like early in the morning and although i am very grateful to her for like getting up so early in the morning to fetch me to school,
i don't like to hear her rant.
it ain't "Hey, Drive Your Daughter To School So You Can Nag Your Little Heart Out" time.
it's more like "STFU And Enjoy The Morning By Driving In Peace" time.

argh whatever, my post ain't making any sense at all lol.
it's like jumping all over the place.
hahaha.
i thinkkkkkkkkkk that flag day stinks. :D
byebye blog.

• 6:25 PM, 17.3.08
Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved... says:
sigh
Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved... says:
cut hair le ma kiwi
Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved... says:
?
ZHIWEI. says:
WTH
ZHIWEI. says:
U CALL ME KIWIZ
ZHIWEI. says:
Z
ZHIWEI. says:
ZZ
ZHIWEI. says:
Z
Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved... says:
cute wad
ZHIWEI. says:
LOL
Amanda says:
LOL


LOL, convo with VONZLIM super funny. :D
still have a lot of funny parts but i lazy copypaste hohoho.
btw, in case you didn't guess it yet, the Destiny blahblah is vonzlim. :D
mass convo with hoongjia, zhiwei, jeremiah, nicky, wanzheng and most importantly VONZLIM.
though she disappeared halfway because she say she stomachpain LOL.
she say we act cute then cause her to have stomachache. >_>
like omggg we're so innocent lmao.

hahaha funfunfun, i let you guys hear somethingggg. :D





LOL, i think yunlum will kill me if she ever knew that i uploaded her song on my blog. :x
shhhh people don't tell anyone.
i WOULD upload kueirong's but he made me promise that i would not upload his. so blergh. :/
i think yunlum and i sound alike hmm. o_o
kkkk, i better post before i regret posting this. :D
byebye blog.
(people don't laugh even though it might sound like uber horrible, especially mine.
i am a very sensitive person. :( LOL.)

• 1:57 PM,
first day of term2 woo!
was so not prepared, still in the holidaypartehparteh mood lol.
my hair was like shit today. :/
my hair rebels against the starting of school LOL.

PE was runningggg lol.
but i ran like zomgwtfbbq, too long never run hahaha.
i think the last time when i actually RAN was like lastlast year 2.4 LOL.
now i just jog around most of the time. =.=
last year 2.4 best, walk the whole way LOL. never fail. >D
anyway, ran 1.2, which was 3 rounds around the school.
leg cramp at 2nd round. t.t
then my other leg also cramp. t.t
so i basically just walkkkkeddddd for 2nd and 3rd. :S
ahaha, i think i no hopeee lahhh.
run a bit then wanna die already hahaha.
okay, shall stop beating myself up online.
i must convince myself that i'm like uber athletic tyvm. :D

errr i forgot what i wanted to blog about again. T_T
oh yeah, enrichment was shit because we didn't get to enjoy audi's aircon. D:
instead, we stoned in our classroom and attemped to write a descriptive essay with the title "What I Like OR Dislike About School."
=.= damn shitty topic raaaaaaawr.
after school, went to canteen.
got boycotted halfway for mini gossip session LOL.
then go back to canteen.
leave again to go see npcc thingeh.
planned a parade omg. :o
but in between bryan, junwee and me keep laughing at joeshua LOL. :x
talk about interclass bball and other stuff also.
then watch this uber lame video on bryan's handphone lmfao.
it's like damn retarded, but oh so funny.
you can't get your eyes off it hahaha.

yay after that go sumo house with yunlum and jasmin.
chat for abit then homed.
i think gunbound is cute LOL. randommmm omg.
i'm like crazy over the powerball mode hahahaha. :x
omg sec4 still play gunbound. :/ childish loool.
but at least, unlike dota, i'm still semi-good at gunbound. :DD
okay, nothing to say.
entertain you with a smiley face.

:D

• 6:11 PM, 16.3.08
DANCINGGGG fever lol.
jap kids show skillzx!


damnnn, i wanna be jap too. D:

• 9:06 AM,
OKAAAAY. changed blogskin.
took damn frigging long to decide on what i wanted for the pictures. :S
finally decided on the pretty rainbow umbrellas. :D
ahhhh, not used to this new blogskin.
i think it looks weird. :/
comment? :D


wheee i see brandon!



• 8:38 PM, 15.3.08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROANNA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL.
woohoo, nothing much to blog about.
i got grounded for going out too much this week. =.=
that suckkkkkkkzx seriously.

and another sucky thing is that i've come to the conclusion that I AM GETTING OLD.
gosh, i still remember when i came in nanhua as a nerdy, geeky sec1 student.
hopefully i can leave nanhua as a -cough- creative, confident and cultured student with a passion for learning.
i'm sure i've got the confidence down pat, but the "passion for learning" part, errrrrr, i think i'm in for a long wait.
i don't like this feeling of getting old, not one bit. D:

might be changing blogskin soon!
already finished playing with the HTML.
now all that's left is editing the photos and all.
if my comp ain't laggy, hopefully i can finish it by today!
new term, new blogskin.
that would be nice. :D

• 4:54 PM, 14.3.08
lol, today study session shibai. :o
met weiqing at 12.30 at foodcourt at JEC.
she was withhh sihua, hanzhe and wanzheng!
then said byebye to them and tried to find seats.
then no seats omg.
so went to Macs, tried to study.
weiqing just slept LOL.
so in the end decided to call up people to go see movie.
in the end weiqing went to join sihua, hanzhe and wanzheng while i went to cineleisure to find the cc people.
(no, not campcraft. crosscountry. :o)

so change of plans halfway and instead of watching movie, decided to go play pool. :o
so stoned at tiong bahru for some time before the arrival of geyi, zhiwei, weichong, raymond and xavier!
woohoo, so went to weichong's house for the cc people to get a change of clothes.
we got lost halfway. :o
cause raymond and weichong RAN all the way there.
then zhiwei act smart, in the end dunno where to go. =.=
otw to MRT station, same thing happen again.
lol, so i had to call weichong and then get directions.
i think i suck at following directions lmao.

okaaay, so managed to get to the bus stop without any grevious injuries.
take bus to SAFRA blahblahblah.
play pool blahblahblah.
lol, i damn depressed omg.
i can't play pool for nuts. :/
in the end raymond had to coach me.
and i got a few shots in! >D

after that was dinner at foodcourt.
i entertained myself by staring at the little kiddies LOL.
and a cute girl waved to me when we were leaving!
maybe cause i wave at her, but heyyyy she waved back! :D
she waved to me and geyi yay.
she daoed weichong LOL.
damn sad.

went to the sports link place because xavier wanted to find slippers.
stoned for veryyy long lolol.
weichong and raymond kept trying to make me cry. -.-
dumbbbbb lah.
erm, after that was home!
xavier walked with me and we chattedddd.

reached home and yay i blogged. :D
i think i left out a lot of details but i'm too lazy to fill the blanks in.
okayokay, aloha blog~

• 4:39 PM, 13.3.08


neoprints lala byebye.

• 3:41 PM,
3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat

cute song from the stepup2 OST!
369 by Cupid hahaha.
it's like stuckkkkk in my head, along with Church, Low and Lives in da Club.
i lovelovelove stepup2! :D
library todayyyy.
supposed to start on our geog project BUT somehow the internet connection thing couldn't work.
awwww, so in the end said byebye to vivian and khengleng and hello to weiqing and yunlum.
weiqing and i were like scamming yunlum, saying that weiqing came to JEC with her hot secret admirer from tuition LOL.
i think she really believe somemore lolol. jokeeeee.

studystudystudy from like 1 to like 6?
then went to take neoprints LOLLLLL.
omgomg we decorated the neoprints with stuff like BITCHY BANANA, SEXY SUSHI, SLUTTY SAUCE.
our very own fastfood characters thing! lolol.
after neoprints was dinner at LJS.
and omg i think the jungui dude recognised me from when i ordered cheese from him during lunch.
yes, salsa cheese. and it's salsa cheese ONLY lool.
cause i wanted to pei it with the popcorn chicken from KFC. :s
okay nvm, long story lolol.

lalalaallaa, damn i'm bored.
oh yeah, yesterday was KBOX!
quite okayokay. we found many english songs there omgwtfbbq.
they have FOBBBB, the jo bros, gwen stefani and TIMBALAND LOLOL.
hmmmm, i wore my hoodie out both days! :D
and i think i scared people otw home,
because i had the hood covering my face, and it was darkdarkdark.
lol, nothing else to say. D:

yesterday/today i was reallyreally bored once i reached home. :/
i was so bored yesterday that i actually slept before 11. D:
during the holidays somemore zomgwtfbbqchickenwing.
sighzx w0rhzx.
i'm going crazy from boredom.
okay time to attempt to get high by listening to stepup2 ost.
tata blog! :D

• 5:44 PM, 11.3.08
STEPUP2 is UBERUBERUBERUBERUBERDUPERSUPERDUPER AHWESOMEEEEEEEEEE~
okaaay, start from the beginning.
got a lift to school, thanks dad.
so arrived around like 1.40?
"explored" the school while waiting for wongzx.
then we all camped there for kueirong and seannn as well as my mountaindew. :D
then found yijun! (lol, like he was lost. :o)
then went up to 403 classroom around like 2?
llf didn't even care.
haha, found out that MANY people ponned.

stoned for like damn longggg before passing time by chatting with mr sim.
chatchatchat until 4.30? and llf released us haha.
forgot whether her lesson ended at 4 or 4.30.
wasn't really paying attention see.
decided not to go running because duh, the rainnn.

went to sumo house withhh, roanna, jasmine, vivian, yunlum, kueirong, chaypioh, zhengyang and sean!
woohooo that's a big mouthful.
brandon came in after sending yuhao home and he sat down for like what, 1 minute?
lol, then he left again. :/
zoomzoom, ate the usual.
then left to see movie with yijun and weiliat!

went to jec, couldn't decide between water horse and stepup2 but luckilyyyyyyy we chose stepup2. :D
although it was more like i kept begging them LOL.
but nvmnvm, they finally realised that stepup2 was a fabbbbbbb movie with zomgwtfbbqchickenwing dancesteps.
oh, that reminds me, i wanna find the OST.
love the danceydancey songs!
tyler from first movie made a cameo appearance omgomgomgom!
the female lead battled with him but LOL she lostttt cause like DUH, he's HIM.
and wtf they had built-in trampolines on the floor. how cool is that?
no more spoilersss but I WANNA WATCH AGAIN. :D
seriously, the dancing is just like woo!

yijun kept trying to imitate the isolation of the body parts thingg lool.
then he go perform to junior. o_O
funnybunny.
weiliat was highhhhhh over the dancing too!
we call ourselves four oh three. >D
in the movie it's four one oh, so we form our own crew manzx.
people welcome to join. :D

bused homeeeeee.
and then i came home to blog and share the loveee for stepup2!
go watch it, you won't regret it. :D

Load up on guns and bring your friends.
It's fun to lose and pretend.
She's over bored and self assured.
Oh no, I know a dirty word.
Hello, hello, hello, how low.
Hello, hello!
I'm worse at what i do best.
And for this gift, I feel blessed.
Our little group has always been,
and always will until the end.
Hello, hello, hello, how low.
Hello, hello!
With the lights out, it's less dangerous.
Here we are now, entertain us.
I feel stupid and contagious.
Here we are now, entertain us.
A denial!

• 12:45 PM, 10.3.08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANYI/XINYU! :D:D
lol, english workshop thing was shibai, as i predicted. :x
me, yunlum, weiqing, sharon, jasmin, jewel, maylynn and weichong totally ponned the first workshop.
just camp in canteen and stone.
i passed time by reading yunlum's book that was filled with porn LOL.
omg she damn horny, borrow that kinda book lmfao.

errrrr, waited till like 10.30 for the second workshop.
then yunlum and i explored the whole school, trying to find the workshop we signed up for.
we couldn't find it LOL.
so in the end we just pick one at random, then enterrr.
so the next two hours were spent talking to yunlum/chunyung looool.
i was so bored that i even made a neoprint timeline.
lmfao, from the neoprint taken in sec1, to sec2, then sec3 thennnn finally this year de.

zoomzoom, time flew by then we all went to the audi for chemistry redox test!
damn shitty lool, i don't know how to do anything.
so i completed everything in 15 minutes and spent the rest of the time stoning.
i was so bored that i went to help people pick up the stuff that they dropped.
even if it was like damnnnnn far away.
lol, super cold somemore. :/

yay finally finished the test at 1.30!
was at the exit then yuanyi reminded me about his birthday LOL.
omg i totally spaceddddd, so i gave him a sweet for a present. :D
see, i'm so nice lololol.

after that wasssss JEC with xinyu (birthday girl!), vivian, olive, jingying, wanling, guekleng, celestine, yeawen, kueirong, zhengyang and jack.
saw jianhong otw there but i don't think he remembers me. :/
so eateateat and talktalktalk.
then olive ate till too full, so she kept saying "WO HAO CHEN OH, JIU WO AH."
then kueirong kept laughing like zomgwtfbbq looool.
then dunno how become olive from too full become pregnant.
jingying was like, "OMG OLIVE, I HELP YOU CALL _, TELL HIM TO COME DOWN."
olive reply, "I THINK YOU BETTER CALL _, _, _ ALSO LOL. DUNNO WHOSE BABY IS IT."
lmfao then everyone at the table BURST out laughing.
really damn frigging funny loooool.

hohoho, after that was singing the birthday song!
and cutting the cake!
zoomzoom, then go take neoprint LOL. :D
i think it was damn niceee.
12 people squeeze into the machineeee haha.
i think my designing skillzx also improve already. >D
shall scan the neoprints in when my mom finally returns from her work.

so after neoprints was home!
and then olive and i took bus loool.
when she saw her bus, she was like "OMG, MY BUS, MY BUS, QUICK, RUN, TAKE VERY LONG TO COME DE."
"OLIVE, CANNOT RUN, YUN FU CANNOT RUNNN."
"YUN FU MUST RUN, HER BUS!"
lmfao, something like that lah.
don't really remember the exact convo, but it was super funny also loool.

homed!
and i was smiling all the way home, i dunno why.
when i was about to reach home, i heard some woman flag a cab.
"eh uncle, i am M."
LOL, I HEAR ALREADY I STUN TIO.
omg, either that woman was like a really devoted L fan or they were like cosplaying or something, idk.
then my brain finally processed it and i was like OHHHH IMM.
sheesh i feel dumb LOL. :D
but that made me smile even more.
i think i'm weirddddd today.

tomorrow is chinese remedial BOOOOO. D:
but after that is running! at tanjong pagar stadium? i don't really know. (spelling AND where it is)
wednesday is KBOX! :D
on the other days i'm all freeee.
thursday let's go see Step Up 2!
anybodyanybody? :D:D:D:D:D
omg i feel so despo LOL. :s
byebyeeee blog.

• 3:29 AM,
peeking through the window; what do people see?
lallala xiang jiao lalal proper way!
meet me tonight lalalal~
meet me tonight all alone~
i've got something to show you~
something that's yellow and long!

ONE BANANA TWO BANANA THREE BANANA FOUR~
FIVE BANANA SIX BANANA MANY MANY MORE~
MANY MANY MORE.
MANY MANY MOREEEE.

lol, suddenly thought of that song, i have no idea why.
it's a fun songgg. :D
and omg i whacked my hand against the fax machine like 3284979238 times already.
it's starting to hurt. :/
i think i should move the fax machine looool.
but then again, i'm too lazy. :o

lalala, up till now i still don't know whether the english workshop is starting at 8 or 8.30.
asked around but the people whom i asked don't know either. :/
gosh i think this english workshop thing damn shi bai.
i bet if we never go they also dunno.
you see the signup sheets are like all scribbled upon and stuffzx.

oh yeaaah, after that still have chem redox test.
i haven't study yet looool. :/
and i slept through her lessons on redox too. (oops lol)
aiya, i think i'm gonna failfailfail.

and because of the workshops/test i can't go see the dota matches omg.
i wanna seeeee!
they were like discussing it on saturday then omg, i got pumped too.
talking about what seeded teams then what non-seeded teams.
then what elite, non-elite.
omg sounds so cooooooool.
but apparently the three matches are at 9, 11 and 1.
so basically we can't see no shit. :/
zoommmm.

people, i'm supposed to ask if you guys wanna go cycling/rollerblading on wed/thurs/fri/sat/sun.
:D
interested parties please go find mrkok LOL.
we're all despo for outings lmfao.
wheeeee, gtg now. byebye blog. :D


• 2:44 PM, 9.3.08
hi, i hate sundays.
they're always spent at home stoning.
i'd rather go out the whole day.
people jio me out during the holidays please.
go do homework/mug/go out have fun i don't care, just please don't let me rot at home.
:D

jasmine! wooohoooo.

If you smile then that should set the tone
Just be limber baby
And if you let go the music should move your bones
Baby, just remember
Sing this song with me


• 4:52 PM, 8.3.08

LOL OMG MUST BLOG ABOUT ICE HOCKEY BEFORE I FORGET WHAT HAPPEN.
today after amath remedial from 8.30 to 11.30 was lunch at KFC with vian, wong and kueirong.
after that was on to JE Library for mugging session withhh zhiwei, boonbin, jieqiang and weichong.
lol then mug for awhile, go see them eat LJS.
mr goh and hoongjia joined.
then go back to library and mugmugmug.
wanling and melvin joined!
thennn saw lotsa people there, LOLOL.

hmmmm, after that was dinner at the Kopitiam place.
then off to see ice hockey LOL.
highlight of the day sia.
ice hockey was super violent can.
like players shoving the opposition all over the place.
then this number 10 stuck his hockey stick in between the legs of one player from the opposite team and jerked it upwards, sharply. LOL.
DAMN FRIGGING OBVIOUS.
HE DAMN BUSHUANG, THEN HE JUST ZAM.
LOOOOL.
THEN EVERYTIME SOMEONE FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND.
EVERYONE SURROUND AND WHACK WITH HOCKEY STICK/KICK/POKE.


we're all sadistssss cause we thought it was nice LOL.
everytime they almost fought, we were like cheering them all. :x
lol, but then they were all like super speedy, zooming all over the place.
then damn strong also.
and their reaction damn fast.
the puck fly all over the place, we also cannot see, but they still zam here zam there.

and i remember one time they hit the puck until the goal there, then the goalie tripped and lied on the floor to prevent the puck from entering.
then everyone zam the goalie LOL.
poor goalie. D: really damn sad.
but they made some spectacular saves.
then zhiwei was going mad saying "FAST BREAK, FAST BREAK."
he says he's applying basketball tactics to ice hockey. -.- LOL.

zoom, then the highlight of the highlight of the day;
KALLANG WAVE LOOOOOL.
like more than half of the supporters there today were caucasians and they were like uber friendly.
so they spam kallang wave, no matter goal or no goal LOL.
then the kallang wave would continue all the way till the part where singaporeans were, then end off abruptly.
so we were kind then we continue for them LOL.
budden the caucasians still bushuang, then they keep spamming and spamming.
until the singaporeans there finally got smart and continued the wave, albeit rather unreluctantly.
then we all over there highh and kept screammmmmmmmmmmmming.
then the caucasians damn happy LOL, they kept smiling and waving at us.
then still have a lot of them nod and then clap for us LOLLLL so cool.
some curly hair guy even gave us the thumbs up. :D
seee, we are living proof that not all singaporeans all unfriendly biatches.

omgomg, then we starestarestare at the ice hockey for three quarters or something.
idk what's it called.
but each session was like 22 minutes.
lol, so we spent around 1 hour inside. so cooooooll.
then the away team super violent, so keep getting penalties, then one person have to leave the rink.
there was one time when it became so bad that it was 4v2.
lmfao.

but they really very violent sia.
there was one instance when the away team tripped the guy from the singaporean team and then kicked him with his blades.
super wtfffff lah.
the goalie still skate out and ram the barrier with his hockey stick before going back in LOL.
then the team bushuang also climb over and all surround the referee. ;o

oh yeah, then LOL, one time this dude dropped his hockey stick.
THEN NOBODY FRIGGING CARE LOL.
THEY JUST CONTINUE PLAYING WITH THE HOCKEY STICK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE RINK LOOOL.
THEN THE REFEREE DAMN DUMB, HE GO TAKE THE HOCKEY STICK.
SKATE TO THE SIDE, AND THROW IT DOWN ON THE FLOOR AGAIN.
THEN THE SKATERS SKATE THERE AND ALMOST TRIP OVER THE STICK.
SO HE PICK UP AGAIN LOOOOL.

damn funny lmfao.
ice hockey matches are entertaining entertaining!
after that we all run before they could continue the kallang wave thing LOL.
mrt-ed then speed walk home lolol.
funfunfunfunfun, today productive okaaaay~
kkkkkkkkkkkkkk, i go dota okaybyebye. :D

(fook i typed this post twice. :/ blogger, you'd better work.)

• 4:54 PM, 7.3.08
one picture because i'm too frigging depressed to post anything.


fook cca points. :/

• 3:16 PM, 6.3.08
mm short post before i have to chiong for amath project!
can't believe i procrastinated for so damn long. :/

nanhua's like becoming the next Pet Semetery. (refer to the book written by Stephen King, it's good.)
like wtff, we saw a dead cat and after that we saw a dead rat.
and the gruesome thing about the cat's death was that its organs were like strewn across the road.
and it looks rather small also, maybe a kitten?
poorrrr cat. D:

contact dropped out today and walked around with my specs.
got laughed at by some people but some people said that it was nice. :D:D
stayed back in school and attempted to do chemistry.
tried for like 10 minutes before giving up and going over to chat with the sec1s.
think that i was wayyyyyy too high.
must calm down. =.=

No cloud hangin' over
No cloud hangin' over me
No chains pullin' me down
I'm as free as I can be



• 2:03 PM, 5.3.08
LOL omg i actually forgot to blog on 403 day. how could i?!
anyway, happy belated 403 day my dearest 403 peeps. :D
awesome 1 year and 3 months spent with you guys.
looking forward to the 7-8 more months with you all. :D

ehhh, yesterday was boring.
went home straight after school?
actually not really.
more like, tried to do emath in canteen but gave up at like question 3/4.
so then since everyone was not there/didn't wanna stay back, homed.

today!
after school was lunch at sumo house with 404 peeeps.
omg, super long never go out with them already.
kinda miss them.
LOL, especially yuxuan LOL.
and his fake accentsssssssss.
yongle still as silent as always lol.
bryan and junwee, 'nuff said LOL.
they made wasabi/citricacid/chickengravy/idkwhatelse soup.
apparently it's actually very good for your health since all the individual components are good, so if they add them together, they must be even better!
super cool logic eh?

so after that went to Lot 1 with xinyun, jing and yuxuan!
met presley there!
saw ehem and ahem together LOL. omg dateo!
anywayyyy, went around buying manymany presents!
like omgwtf we bought forrrr roanna~ or rather, we help presley choose what to buy lol.
then _ for dezhan! and _ for debbie! and i forgot what else they bought. =.=

wooohooooooooooooo life is boring.
i miss the times where we would see like the whole Macs just filled to the brim with nanhua students.
now it's like, you're lucky if you can spot 1-2 nanhua students out of nanhua.
whyyy people whyyyy.
issit cause we're in sec4 now, and everyone's like mugging?
:/

zoommmmm whatevzx.
i'm gonna go edit photos~
byebye blog. :D

• 2:46 PM, 3.3.08
zomgwtfbbqchickenwing! tomorrow is THE day of reckoning!
dundundundundun~
chem SPA!
on RoR.
and no, it isn't Ring of Regeneration for the dota obsessed freaks out there, it's Rate of Reaction.
whoopdeedoo.
they said today's chem SPA was easypeasy so tomorrow's chem SPA might be more difficult.
bob the buddha save meee. :/

ohhh, andandand i'm super pissed off.
because someone stole all my amulet things from my wallet.
all my fu and stuff. D:
which is fugging annoying lah, why can't they just take the money.
they see schmexaye hongbao then they take ah. -.-
fooked up.
i don't dare tell my mother i lose my fu LOL.
last time i lost ONE and the replacement cost like 30$.
now i think i lost around 4/5, wouldn't that be around 100$?
sheesh, people who steal amulet things are really the lowest of the lowww.

ah shitto, my mother came back.
i don't dare tell howhowhowhowhwohwowhowhowwhowhowwhowhowhow shit.
woohoo, she didn't scold me. :o
mmmm randomrandom.

today we ate at KFC because no more Macs. D:
and it's kinda sad.
when we walk past Macs, the sign's all torn down.
even the neon M is goneeee.
andandand the inside of Macs seems so emptyyy and coldddd. D:

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuv! yay i got chocolateeeeeeeeee from germany.
43% woohoo. which reminds me, i still haven't eat the 99% one.
but it's expired omgwtf. howhowhow.
wowwwww i'm rambling.

shall start doing amath after dinner!
must catch up to wenxuan. >D
apparently he's at exercise 14.5 nowwww.
okayokay, go amanda go!

• 2:35 PM, 2.3.08
today was spam youtube day!

omgomg apparently he's only like 13 years old! unfairunfairrrrr.


and wtf i still can't believe his voice. :/
and apparently bleeding love was written by jesse mccartney? lololol. cool.

• 8:31 AM,
picture spammmmmmm! :D


idk why we started to camwhore outside the toilets looool.


i think they were imitating mr pandian or something! ;o


self-proclaimed edison chen lookalike LOL.


captain sim yi jun!



viviannnnnnn lololol.



with edison chen. :o
lol, he was saying that his side view looked most like edison chen, which explains why he's facing ->.


lolol this is like the 1x photo i took with vivian?
but it's the only surviving one. :o
the rest didn't get approved by vivian LOL.


shocked expression! :o



this is like uberuber clear.
at least xinzhi's uber clear. i have no idea whyyy.


vivian wanted to break xinzhi and weiliat up omgomg! :O



surprisingly it was the one with the dirtiest shoe (captain sim) who suggested we take this photo.


LOLOL, they were imitating _ on how _ stands.


CHUKIEN! hahahaha.


WEIXUAN! omgomg i think he and weiqing can go compete see whose eyes smaller lmao.


and the one in the middle is junwei!
lmfao at chukien lah. he's like super joker.
and weixuan looks like an angry kid LOL.


wheeeee i got a cameracamera! or rather, my mother got a cameracamera.
but i'm still gonna use it anywaaay. :D

finally i can have clear photos yaaaaaaay.
okayyyy lunch for me now.
byebye~

• 8:12 AM, 1.3.08
ohhhhhkaaaay. ready to post about yesterday!
yesterday was roadrun.
gave out shirts in Macs.
everyone gathered around tentage blahblahblah.
sec3 girls run, sec3 guys then sec4 girls run!
and omg vivian and i got photographed LOL.
with super spastic expressions on our faces somemore.
zomggg, then almost all the 403 girls were walking together.

haha, waited for the guys to catch up.
andandand chaypioh ran past woohooo! 403403.
erm lotsa people ran past as well.
then finally 403 guys caught uppp.
and guys/girls ran together!
it was a superrrrr nice scene okay.
like one whole gang of people running together, could feel the 403 spirit then. :D

erm, everyone ran past me by then LOL.
so i cut halfway and walked backwards.
everyone was like super shocked, OMG AMANDA YOU SO FAST?!
then i was like, nahhh, i cut.
haha, walked till i saw chaypioh running towards me!
like zomgwtfbbq he was damn fast can.
so i ran with himmmm. i encouraged him! >D
ran till i couldn't run anymore lol.
so walked till weiliat ran past i think.
then ran with him for awhile.
after that was yijun.
then later i just walked. =.=
erm, after that was mass games i think?
didn't play although i was on the team lol.
errr, ran around watching the soccer/netball teams.
after that was back to tentage area and stoning.

chaypioh got first for guys!
weichong got second!
smell got third LOL.
weiliat got 15? or 14? :x ps i don't remember.
yuanyi got 18!
yijun got 19!
no girls from 403 got into top twenty looool.
but some people thought that i was in top20! >D
i feel honoured lolol.
at least i look like i can run. :D

after that was lunch at JE's LJS with vivian, khengleng, xinyu, sean, kueirong and zhengyang the birthday boy!
originally wanted to see a movie but in the end khengleng, xinyu and zhengyang left.
so the remaining people went to KBOX LOLOL.
omg kbox was super high! :D:D:D
but wtfwtf most of the videos that we took all disappeared and idk whyyyy. D:
sang till like 7 plus. around half an hour more than we were supposed to lol.

today!
supposed to go support the CC girls team at HTA for campcraft comp.
but in the end it was raininggggggg so we just stoned there all the way from like 8 to 11? or at least 10.
so i interacted with the sec1s LOL.
chukien, junwei and weixuan!
weixuan is like super uber pro gamer can. anddd he has a psp!
junwei has a superrrrrr cute dog. lolol, and he has like 46 photos of it.
chukien is frigging zilian LOL. he stole my phone and started taking photos of himself lmao.
weixuan stole my phone and started seeing my messages.
so i stole his phone and HIS PHONE INBOX IS EMPTYYYYY which is so unfair.

and i got suaned by them for being short which is ironic cause every single one of them is shorter than me LOL.
but they keep saying stuff like they'll grow while i won't anymore.
and i'm supposed to go back to NH when i'm in like JC2 so i can see how tall they will become LOL.
sec1s are cute lmfao.

lunched at Lot1 with bryan, junwee, nicholas and weiliat.
then they went to arcade with the CC girls team and i homed! :D
mmmmm, i think i'm gonna be sick soon because of all the rain.
byebye blog~

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