• 7:07 PM, 13.8.08
i screwed up my orallll, cool manzx.i think if all my exams go like this, i'll seriously break down.
what the hell manzx.
What's your favourite hairstyle?
Erm? Hairstyle? ... Oh! The one that I have now. Which is actually the main reason why I have it now.
frigging awesome answer right.
i can't believe i actually said it out loud.
and class people, i know, i repeated it a lot of times but i still can't comprehend the fact that i actually replied that question in that manner.
i love myself. -.-
don't wanna blog about my day.
sucky day.
only good thing about it was badminton during PE and ayeo crapping during egeog.
i swear, i'm going to go bonkers in 403.
Bio Common Test 2.
90% of the class got like >30 marks.
and what did i get? 28.
if i get these kinda results for prelims, i don't really know what in blazes i'll do.
i don't wanna go to overseas to study damnit.
i don't wanna go there and get laughed at and ostracized by people who don't frigging understand me.
not that i wanna get ostracized by people who do understand me but you get my point.
stressed lah.
i don't wanna go schoooool.
go school only get reminded of the fact that i'm grossly unprepared for exams of any kind.
i have a nagging suspicion that if this keeps up, i'll just break under the pressure.
if this doesn't show me that i'm not made for studying, i don't know what is.
i'm so frigging lowprofile nowadays that if i get any lower, i'll own everyone at limbo rock.
best if i can just disappear into the background and leave all the responsibilities behind, or just pass them on the others.
i don't wanna try anymore manzx, it's not like i volunteered for all of this crap.
it just got dumped in my lap without me having any say at all.
if you want to be burdened with all this shizz, feel free to take over at any given point of time.
i don't give a damn anymore.
recently a lot of things are like piling up?
yeah, most of them, i don't even know why they exist. other then to make me damn fucking depressed.
see, that's how screwed up everything is, it's so screwed up that i'm actually swearing.
i hate swearing. i hate people who swear like nobody's business. so now i hate myself.
gosh, just now i say i love myself, now i'm saying the exact opposite. hypocritical damnzx.
i don't really know what's the problem? hell, i don't even know what's going on right now.
if you don't wanna tell me anything then i can't do no shizz.
so whatever, fine, just blame it all on me. everything's my fault okay?
don't wanna continue anymore because i know people'll be going "EWWW POSER, SO ATTENTION SEEKING W0RHZXZXZX" now and getting ready to throw stinky socks at me.
whatever. throw lah. i throw back at you nia.