• 2:31 PM, 4.9.08
oh cool, i think the scars on my leg are finally healing.yayyyyyyy me.
but my knee's still wack, go figure.
anyway, wasted my whole day watching old movies.
supposed to go to the library to study but whatever, i get it, other stuff are like more important yo.
i'm wasting my timeeeeeeeeeee stoning.
i just can't park myself in front of my table and start studying.
i'll just go play games or download music or whatever.
ohhh, yesterday i didn't blogged either.
that's cause i went to queenstown library to study.
haha, not really veh productive though. :/
chaypioh was like there since 10 cause his tuition got cancelled and all.
arrived at 11 because i'm a nice best friend and i pei-ed him!
or rather, he pei-ed me in the quiet reading room because there were no more seats left at the table.
then weichong came and chaypioh went back to his seat!
and right after that he called us telling us that there were two seats free.
so yay us. :D
benglin came after his lifesaving thing but omfg no more seats. D:
so he solo in quiet reading room, aww, emo kid.
went down to the cafe thing to eat at around 1?
we waited for like 1 hour plus for seats. :/
pissed me offfffff haha.
by the time we went up it was like 3 already.
awesome, continued to study a little.
but i couldn't like get anything in.
damnit. i'm so gonna screw up the remaining exams.
someone please knock some sense into me.
well, not literally lol. :/
errrr, went to pei benglin in quiet reading room because i'mma nice person lol. :D
frigging dumb lah haha, benglin's too attractive manzx.
wherever he goes, people are interested in him.
even in the quiet reading room, three girls kept like staring and giggling at him.
annoyed the hell outta me because after benglin left for the toilet, they started staring at his back view and giggled like 39848324 times louder.
dumbasses. D:
errr, returned to the table after awhile because amanda's getting old and my knee was killing me wth.
couldn't even continue reading my textbook after that.
shitshitshitshit. i think it's gonna be hard to even get like below 20 for L1R5.
can anyone say gg?
watched to the MRT station in the rain.
well, not really, we had umbrellas but yeahhh, half of me still got wet because i had to cover benglin too. :/
chaypioh was hoodie guy haha.
he said something veh funny about his hair but i forgot what was it.
err, anyway, MRT-ed to clementi.
walked home in the rain for real this time.
i guess i actually kinda like the rain.
but not when i'm lugging around a heavyass bag filled with textbooks.
whatevah.
like, today was kinda screwed too.
i think i'm like sick haha, been wearing my sweater the whole day and i still feel cold. :/
ah damnit, i need to study.
but i can't concentrate for nuts.
i keep thinking about how everything fell apart so quickly.
it's like, ergh, i dunno how to put it down in words and i'm not so sure that i wanna put it down in words.
later people might just laugh at me for being such a retard and i can't do anything because all the damage is already done.
damnit, it's like i'm not even sure of who the hell i'm supposed to be.
i hate the way that i feel as though i need to be a certain way to get people to like me and that's just freaking screwed up.
not listening to those urges but still, the fact that i think that way urks me, seriously.
what the fook is wrong with me manzx.
andandandand now i can't even look at you straight in the eye.
wth is thisssss. i want my normal carefree sec3 life back please.
but then again, if i went back to my sec3 life then i would miss out on meeting a lot of great people, and well, some not-so-great people.
but i guess you can't have everything you want.
ah life sucks life sucks.
emo thoughts suck more. :/
i thinkkkk it's time to change back to boxman skin.
this skin is a tad too boring. :/
boxman here i comeeeee.
i wanna talk to you i wanna talk to you i wanna talk to you!
but i bet you don't even know my name haha.
seeing how other peoples' lives are so awesome is kinda tough sometimes.
makes you start to moan about how sucky yours is in comparison.
moral of the story; don't waste your time and compare. you know your life sucks more.
haha, byebye blog.