• 6:45 PM, 28.9.07
go read full moon wo sagashite!even if you've read it, go read again.
it's damn nice.
i was bored and then i started reading it and then the tears just came flowing out like zomgwtfbbqahh.
it's super touching can. :]
sometimes all you need is just one big cry, or just one big hug, or even just one comment, one single comment that tells you, "hey, there's someone in this big world who actually cares or thinks about you."
i mean, it doesn't even have to be big. a small gesture would suffice.
just let all the stupid stress flow out, flowflowflow.
and yet on the other hand, little things keep naggingnaggingnagging at your conscience.
and then you start to ponder, will there actually be someone who is concerned enough about you to actually spend a few minutes asking about your welfare or something.
what's left is only more misery and you thinkthinkthink and you realise that there isn't actually someone that really cares that much about you.
ahh, life is confusing. spinning you upsidedown and tossing you all around.
sometimes you feel guilty, sometimes you feel irritated.
at times you wanna just scream out how you feel, and yet you can't.
life restricts and binds. this set of regulations, these unspoken rules that all must follow.
and i'm getting so very tired of having to abide to them.
